Belle
@esquizzical.bsky.social
Older, likes the stars, feels too much, frequently wishes things weren't so but here we are (Also, image not me - copyright I'm sure - I just like her hair - & it's a wig - so I too can aspire) (Australian) ISUAH 120624-110825; 17120425
Dear Diary Waking up with glitter stuck to you in the usual places and then some is always a magical mystery 😂 Happy New Year 🎉🎊
January 1, 2026 at 1:55 AM
Dear Diary Waking up with glitter stuck to you in the usual places and then some is always a magical mystery 😂 Happy New Year 🎉🎊
I read all the words but now it’s an internalised lived experience. I’ve a much better appreciation for the meaning, the philosophy & whatever else
Adulting?
(Somedays I hate new years & all the angsty sh*t that comes from thinking abt the year that was..& this was a hellish year, so extra spicy..)
Adulting?
(Somedays I hate new years & all the angsty sh*t that comes from thinking abt the year that was..& this was a hellish year, so extra spicy..)
Well now, that was one helluva astute observation yesterday. You were/are correct. The situations are the same. Now for me to do..
December 28, 2025 at 3:17 AM
I read all the words but now it’s an internalised lived experience. I’ve a much better appreciation for the meaning, the philosophy & whatever else
Adulting?
(Somedays I hate new years & all the angsty sh*t that comes from thinking abt the year that was..& this was a hellish year, so extra spicy..)
Adulting?
(Somedays I hate new years & all the angsty sh*t that comes from thinking abt the year that was..& this was a hellish year, so extra spicy..)
FMD, I deserve a cafe style breakfast but it’s Christmas; the cafe is closed… I haven’t been to my caff all year.. the one time… feeling relief🙂 & sweary 😑… This %#^*£ of a universe is. not. giving it all up today
Dear Diary Brain has been braining. Sweet relief
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
December 26, 2025 at 8:39 PM
FMD, I deserve a cafe style breakfast but it’s Christmas; the cafe is closed… I haven’t been to my caff all year.. the one time… feeling relief🙂 & sweary 😑… This %#^*£ of a universe is. not. giving it all up today
Dear Diary Brain has been braining. Sweet relief
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
December 26, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Dear Diary Brain has been braining. Sweet relief
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
That thing when a solution/s come through
It’s a Christmas ducking miracle
It couldn’t come through earlier than this-oh no, that’d’ve been too easy & I wouldn’t’ve had all the ducking drama 🤦🏽♀️
Karma. Mine xx
Dear Diary I don’t have enough between times & when I do have them; they’re full. This is my battle.
December 18, 2025 at 8:23 PM
Dear Diary I don’t have enough between times & when I do have them; they’re full. This is my battle.
Dear Diary Hilarious-> I can’t write the words for this year, but just know I know. There’s that & then there’s this; I’d be upset w the renewal but it continues a long record. Idk if they recognise the influence of that record within/for themselves. The renewal is both bright spark & dimmed light
a no parking sign is on a building
ALT: a no parking sign is on a building
media.tenor.com
December 18, 2025 at 7:35 PM
Dear Diary Hilarious-> I can’t write the words for this year, but just know I know. There’s that & then there’s this; I’d be upset w the renewal but it continues a long record. Idk if they recognise the influence of that record within/for themselves. The renewal is both bright spark & dimmed light
Dear Diary x5 (travel, coffee, communication) & it’s easy when you know
December 16, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Dear Diary x5 (travel, coffee, communication) & it’s easy when you know
the fiction of its birth, & it’s death. the separation of the individual from the collective. both crystallised & amorphous at the same time.. what you can diffuse among the many
the fiction of a corporation is phenomenal
December 14, 2025 at 6:55 PM
the fiction of its birth, & it’s death. the separation of the individual from the collective. both crystallised & amorphous at the same time.. what you can diffuse among the many
Dear Diary Another thought. WIIMTB?
..it’s mad.. they operate on a mad idea..
…maybe it’s an insane idea?
December 7, 2025 at 10:13 PM
Dear Diary Another thought. WIIMTB?
My recent experience with doctors in the public health system didnt give me confidence that all health options were pursued, nor were they being made available. Health system be borked.
December 7, 2025 at 9:13 PM
My recent experience with doctors in the public health system didnt give me confidence that all health options were pursued, nor were they being made available. Health system be borked.
..it’s mad.. they operate on a mad idea..
…maybe it’s an insane idea?
…maybe it’s a different idea?
December 2, 2025 at 6:55 PM
..it’s mad.. they operate on a mad idea..
Dear Diary Telling someone today not to go down the rabbit hole because that’s my job…😆 They normally the calm & rational one & not prone to that kind of thinking. Me? I excel at it 🤦🏽♀️. Which is why I write & I pause & give my brain time to catch up & assemble all the nuance & get rid of the silly 👍🏾
December 1, 2025 at 11:33 AM
Dear Diary Telling someone today not to go down the rabbit hole because that’s my job…😆 They normally the calm & rational one & not prone to that kind of thinking. Me? I excel at it 🤦🏽♀️. Which is why I write & I pause & give my brain time to catch up & assemble all the nuance & get rid of the silly 👍🏾
It’s a rights based conversation
It’s an access to resources conversation
It’s a “how do you motivate corporations & people to protect the environment conversation” bc many people/corporations aren’t going to shift just because it’s a good thing to do..
It’s an investment conversation
It’s an access to resources conversation
It’s a “how do you motivate corporations & people to protect the environment conversation” bc many people/corporations aren’t going to shift just because it’s a good thing to do..
It’s an investment conversation
Besides the climate change conversation isn’t about the environment & human life per se.
November 30, 2025 at 3:02 AM
It’s a rights based conversation
It’s an access to resources conversation
It’s a “how do you motivate corporations & people to protect the environment conversation” bc many people/corporations aren’t going to shift just because it’s a good thing to do..
It’s an investment conversation
It’s an access to resources conversation
It’s a “how do you motivate corporations & people to protect the environment conversation” bc many people/corporations aren’t going to shift just because it’s a good thing to do..
It’s an investment conversation
solutions everywhere … patience wins ☺️
November 30, 2025 at 2:25 AM
solutions everywhere … patience wins ☺️
The distance between the people via a corporation interests me
www.theguardian.com/environment/...
The Australia-based BHP, which is also listed on the London Stock Exchange, said in a statement that it intended to appeal against the decision and would continue to defend against the UK group action.
The Australia-based BHP, which is also listed on the London Stock Exchange, said in a statement that it intended to appeal against the decision and would continue to defend against the UK group action.
Mining firm BHP found liable in UK for disastrous Brazilian dam collapse
About 600,000 people seeking compensation a decade on from disaster that killed 19 and devastated villages
www.theguardian.com
November 30, 2025 at 2:19 AM
The distance between the people via a corporation interests me
Dear Diary I probably could have crushed any one of the engineering disciplines too. Imagine if I’d pursued a career in physics or chem. Application, or research for research? Today I ponder the path not travelled
November 29, 2025 at 11:33 PM
Dear Diary I probably could have crushed any one of the engineering disciplines too. Imagine if I’d pursued a career in physics or chem. Application, or research for research? Today I ponder the path not travelled
…(is now reimagining the practice law & the role writing plays)…
…(I am reimagining the philosphy of law vis a vis the human condition)…
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
November 29, 2025 at 6:18 AM
…(is now reimagining the practice law & the role writing plays)…
NTS new legislation/policy to read..
“But the fact the government landed the deal with Sarah Hanson Young — and does not fear the electoral consequences of doing so — points to an erosion in the resource industry's ability to set the political terms.
This is no small thing.” www.abc.net.au/news/2025-11...
This is no small thing.” www.abc.net.au/news/2025-11...
The power dynamic between Labor and mining has shifted
There has been a shift in the power dynamic between Labor and the mining industry. This week's environmental law reform is its embodiment.
www.abc.net.au
November 29, 2025 at 2:56 AM
NTS new legislation/policy to read..
The construct of a corporation - think about it. This ’fiction’ is made up in the mind. It is an idea; not tangible. Who were the crazy kids who thought this up?
Corporations - defined by the economic lens. What of thw social lens? it’s a fiction created to allow working together etc. Is it also an intermediary - a temporal intermediary - a buffer?
…what is good? Well I suppose as long as people don’t get hurt in particular not getting dead…that’s the bare minimum of being good? (I am reimagining the philosophy of a corporation - JH, LM, BP 👀)…
November 27, 2025 at 11:01 AM
The construct of a corporation - think about it. This ’fiction’ is made up in the mind. It is an idea; not tangible. Who were the crazy kids who thought this up?
Dear Diary They are restless. There is a window of opportunity they’ve created (well done). It’s actually quite good bc the pressure is if they don’t do it, it is planned that I will. They have x mths to do this thing. They’re on their way. Don’t know if they know it (probably) but they are
November 26, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Dear Diary They are restless. There is a window of opportunity they’ve created (well done). It’s actually quite good bc the pressure is if they don’t do it, it is planned that I will. They have x mths to do this thing. They’re on their way. Don’t know if they know it (probably) but they are
Dear Diary At the end of last week, I made three choices. I didn’t realise how awesome they were until today. Talk about *rsey. For one, as soon as I mentioned the name of the agreement, one of them dinged what it meant. Me? Oh I got there in the end, slowly. So, props to me for my choices…
November 25, 2025 at 10:47 AM
Dear Diary At the end of last week, I made three choices. I didn’t realise how awesome they were until today. Talk about *rsey. For one, as soon as I mentioned the name of the agreement, one of them dinged what it meant. Me? Oh I got there in the end, slowly. So, props to me for my choices…
Dear Diary Who are you?
November 23, 2025 at 12:03 PM
Dear Diary Who are you?