ciel
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ciel
@essy531.bsky.social
day 5 of posting my work every day

this is something i [[WROTE]] much earlier this year.

it's about stasis.
essy.neocities.org/drifting
essy.neocities.org
November 17, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 4 of posting my work every day

this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it feels like to want.

essy.neocities.org/censoredsecr...
you found me out
after □□□□□□□□□ left, I lied there on the couch. they were □□ the floor. they were □□ □□□ □□□ □□□. the room was illuminated by light spilling out of the television. p□□□ly □□□□□□ an□□□ was playing. i…
essy.neocities.org
November 16, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 3 of posting my work every day

this is a peaceful, but energetic [[SONG]] i made on my piano.

youtu.be/T9qnDEYBNns
November 15, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 2 of posting my work every day

this is something i [[WROTE]] about how it feels to see your face

essy.neocities.org/countenance1...
countenance1&2
[i prostrated at the altar i had built in care of you. it held strong as i was weak.] -unknown
essy.neocities.org
November 14, 2025 at 6:08 PM
day 1 of posting my work every day

this is a [[WRITTEN]] story about what it's like to be in a location
cw: pain
essy.neocities.org/subject
it's subjective
if you remove most of the oxygen from the subject, and then alternate between high oxygenation and low oxygenation, you can force the subject between a series of higher and lower experiential states…
essy.neocities.org
November 13, 2025 at 6:08 PM
here is some music i recorded
essy.neocities.org/music
listen
essy.neocities.org
November 6, 2025 at 12:27 AM
i wrote a song youtu.be/w8L7qVWOM0s
morning nocturne
YouTube video by essy531
youtu.be
October 22, 2025 at 5:53 PM
i made an analysis of me vs motobug in project+!
youtu.be/IWP2XRpEjoE

i also made an analysis of that analysis (this version is more meta, funnier, more personally open, and also contains all the analysis of the original.)
youtu.be/FrSjsKHRo08
essy p+analysis! vs motobug (lucario vs sonic)
YouTube video by essy531
youtu.be
October 9, 2025 at 4:02 AM
happy 10/8, everybody

i love entering a mcdonalds. i think, "these are my people. life is happening all around me"
October 8, 2025 at 10:23 PM
fuck you,!

i'm just kidding, i love you.
October 5, 2025 at 3:27 PM
im ciel
October 5, 2025 at 3:21 PM
took my vyvanse for the first time in months and started catching flies in the palm of my hand
October 4, 2025 at 9:19 PM
September 28, 2025 at 7:57 PM
seeing a tiny box that says "Remember Me" and checking it
September 24, 2025 at 3:22 PM
i have been gifted an interesting set of restrictions
September 9, 2025 at 5:40 PM
September 8, 2025 at 11:14 PM
IT WORKED
September 5, 2025 at 1:57 AM
media tab
August 29, 2025 at 8:36 PM
youtu.be/J1oz2w5FUAM
best video ever
The Doctor vs. dvd
YouTube video by wren
youtu.be
August 20, 2025 at 5:05 AM
twitch.tv/essy531 hanging out doing literally nothing but talking to chat to try to hit affiliate
essy531 - Twitch
getting to aff^^^ilaite hangign out
twitch.tv
August 19, 2025 at 12:52 AM
my two factor identification code is 936842

it just never ends

open.spotify.com/track/7MwwPy...

🔂
Caramelldansen
Caramella Girls · Supergott (Speedy Mixes) · Song · 2008
open.spotify.com
August 18, 2025 at 10:09 PM
is anyone i know going to collision i might go for a day for pm and might need housing
August 17, 2025 at 4:03 AM
media tab
August 13, 2025 at 7:17 PM
August 13, 2025 at 7:11 PM
August 12, 2025 at 12:41 PM