$100 is so much thank you 😭😭

i am just being hit with bad news after bad news but i will keep going... and i will return... i miss working on models and doing art so much

love yall.. i miss talking to ppl here... returning home from the usa next week so expect streams to actually happen again ? and for me to be active more, bc i have more days off from classes (they put everything on like 3 days a week LOL)

i would be grateful for any help as i am also losing my job while all of this is happening (and i don't qualify for unemployment, lol)

ko-fi.com/eheresy/goal...

i dont know

man.

if this is about what happened with ice, can you dm me whether theyre lying about "self defense" bc im rly doubting the narrative rn but not strong enough to watch anything atm, and every news outlet is just parroting the govt

anguish...

like we all know whats gonna happen right. like theyre not gonna go to an american prison. theyre going to be killed in broad daylight or behind closed doors at a blacksite.

i have to get the fuck out of here

it hurts to know that my fears are stronger than i am but if its not helping, then its not helping, and its okay that i failed... it wasnt something i was going to do professionally anyway, just a hobby that ended up making me feel sick all the time. im lucky to be able to quit without consequences!

so i think ill try a bit to stream this year, and then say goodbye in the winter.. ill still exist, just not as the person streaming

i think its my last year as a vtuber anyway