Ok well I was working myself up over something that is an issue but not actually actively happening. (The fact that I’ve seen friends have people try and cozy up to them solely because they’re artists/creatives in order to try and get things for free)

Oh wow. Yeah I fear I would have just deactivated my account if that happened on this account. That person can rot for that also

I have neuroticisms about similar things already + that many eyes on my account is already kind of a lot. Really weird behavior and really justifying that block

It's not working,

Is it even worth it at this point. I don’t know.

I can ask my parents for assistance but that’s not sustainable. Luigi if you can hear me,

I’m an inch away from panicking now at 2 am bc. Yes the med makes me miserable and are expensive and continuously threatens to trigger my ed but in the long run it is saving my health. I feel like I’m stuck in between two huge boulders

My other med that actually fucking helps me is not covered by insurance period and a three month script is just over $100. That I can cough up but. Holy shit

An hour away. I'm going to explode. I shouldn't have had any caffeine today

I desperately want some form of intellectual stimulation and I was getting excited about the library science certification. But that’s up in the air now

I’ll check it out ty!!

hmmm. idm shipping stuff but I might just have to suck it up wrt moderation. sectioning things off would be good...

I do think that it would include wolnpc just due to how the way the fandom is but at the same time having a place just about npcs would be nice. I love wolnpc but so much stuff is JUST about that. I don't write and publish wolnpc stuff so that is kind of an extra layer of isolation I feel

I would stop this medication immediately if I could.