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excharmander.bsky.social
Ashe
@excharmander.bsky.social
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she/her Charmander girl

IC age 12 ±3
OOC age 40 ±5

I've been through some messed up stuff. Pretending to be a horny Pokégirl on the Internet is cheaper than therapy.
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excharmander.bsky.social
Seriously, here's why I'm playing a Charmander girl on the Internet. I went through some *shit* in my teens and early 20s. If the weirdest thing is wanting to do puberty again as a girl, I think I'm doing kinda alright.

CWs: Abuse, teen sex, and rape, as experienced by a victim
Hey folks. I’m Ashe. I signed up on Blorbo because Aethy is closing down. 🧡 I’m a Chamander girl whose tail got snuffed out. Yeah, the Pokedex says I should be dead, but Professor Oak was wrong about a lot of things. I’m level (age) 12, give or take a couple. Old enough that I’m basically done with puberty but way too young to pretend to be an adult. My player is trans and, thanks to HRT, she’s been dreaming about going through puberty again as a girl. That’s why I’m such a petite li’l thing. She was 12 when Pokemon came out in the US, so that’s the excuse for me being under leveled. All the problematic stuff I get up to stems from stuff my player experienced as a teen and young adult. • Ryona? Physically abusive family. • Underage sex? I discovered masturbation way earlier than I should admit. • Dubcon? It’s debatable whether I fully consented to everything I did. • Size difference? For whatever reason, all the guys I interacted with were tall, hung, or both. • Rape? That one time at a furry con. (Wish I was joking!) • Pokemon and other game characters? I was a Nintendo kid. Since fantasizing and fetishizing are cheaper and easier than therapy, that’s led me into the weird niches of smut on the Internet. I wouldn’t want someone to actually go through the stuff I (as a character or player) go through. But since I did, I may as well have some fun with it instead of locking it away forever and pretending it didn’t happen. Being locked up in the shadows is where the really scary things are. My player’s a writer, in case this long-ass intro didn’t give it away. I’ll probably star in some short stories featuring one or more of those dark themes. Some of them may be posted here with CWs and tags, though I know I’m right on the edge of what the rules allow. If you really want to look on the dark side, I have an account on another server that doesn’t federate with this one. If you know, you know. When it comes to fanfic and shipping and stuff, I don’t even know what all’s out there. Long as all the actual people involved are consenting human adults, you do you. My player has a couple video game crushes, including Machamp, Salazzle, Flamedramon, and Prince Sidon. Me as a Charmander? Pair me with most bigger Pokemon or Digimon and I’ll be happy, scared, aroused, or all of the above. Hoping to have some fun here. I wanna meet folks who know that fucked up fantasies don’t mean you’re a bad person. I wanna share shamelessly thirsty thoughts with people who love being lewd. I know I have a lot to process, but if I can make it horny or funny, I’m gonna try. I just don’t wanna end up in a Pokeball. That’d be boring as hell.
December 11, 2024 at 6:10 AM