i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in i just gotta lock in

i must become the person i want to be

there’s just no way this is real. brought to tears over and over again. from happiness and fear, from sadness and love. it’s all so much and yet i love it all. i am here. thank you for being here with me