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eyewashed.bsky.social
oh well
@eyewashed.bsky.social
a vent/gender/not-main-material alt

DNI if we're strangers+would be nice to ask permission to follow.

would prefer to not be addressed by main name, but it's ok if u do.
idk how to explain it but i feel like i don't have a sense of self. i don't feel real in a way other people feel real? i don't feel like a person or like someone who is or someone who has a personality. and when i think about myself being myself i always feel weird. bleegh.
December 14, 2025 at 7:58 PM
does any of u wanna be frens on finch?? :3c
December 11, 2025 at 1:04 PM
btw ive started voice training.

it's not going very well for now but i believe practice makes perfection, besides im not entirely sure what im doing? i will figure it out tho. so im gonna try to stay determined.
December 1, 2025 at 2:21 PM
i feel sad cor whatever reason and i feel like it's bc im dysphoric but at the same time idk what am i dysphoric about, or rather how would i NOT be.
November 28, 2025 at 8:58 PM
blocked someone on this acc who hasnt interacted w me for months and they suddenly started texting me and interacting with me. kiiiind of bleh.
November 28, 2025 at 11:53 AM
is Niamh still deactivated?(。•́︿•̀。) they still haven't responded to me on disc, does anybody know if they're ok?
November 28, 2025 at 7:11 AM
wow look at that im complaining about failing uni instead of trying to do anything to not fail☺️ because surely complaining will help me not get expelled. wish i had a hyperfixation on studying.. wish i wasn't so lazy and useless? wish i could be able to focus on what actually matters.
November 27, 2025 at 6:36 AM
makes his life miserable -> ohhh im so miiiserable -> deliberately fails everything -> oh nooo i fail everything -> procrastinates on everything -> oh nooo i don't have time for anything

wow great job me.
November 23, 2025 at 6:06 PM
i kind of put it on the back burner, and this is silly to ask on a vent acc, but what names do u think would fit me? if u can think of any, ofc.
maybe i should pick a name for myself.
November 22, 2025 at 10:35 PM
i am literally failing everything.
November 20, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i lwk hasn't opened this account for several days. sorry. will check in w/ ppls more.
November 16, 2025 at 10:39 PM
can't believe i have made 4k posts of whining🥀
November 6, 2025 at 9:58 PM
layout change.
November 6, 2025 at 9:51 PM
did so.
atp just change your pronouns
October 23, 2025 at 6:46 PM
Reposted by oh well
i am so getting expelled at some point.
October 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
i am so getting expelled at some point.
October 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
is it wrong to feel slightly upset at someone referring to me as a she knowingly even thou technically i go by any/all with a preference
October 18, 2025 at 9:25 PM
sudden overwhelm. and i have to go to a concert with my parent that i don't wanna go to that will be loud. :(
October 14, 2025 at 3:38 PM
honestly i have no idea how to do it but many ppl encouraged me to, so i'll look into it.
maybe i should pick a name for myself.
October 13, 2025 at 6:06 PM
can we pls stop talking abt fas/cism in English phonetics class im here to learn how to pronounce shit not for this.
October 13, 2025 at 10:53 AM
low-key hope i explode before midnight.
October 13, 2025 at 8:35 AM
i keep thinking about Vaugarde naming system, like the thing where they have a lot of different names, and i wanna have several names as welllllll it's like so coooooool. like i don't even have a middle name😭
October 11, 2025 at 7:15 PM
im sorry i guess it's dysphoria or something :(
ok but what if im just lazy and don't wanna do real shit and live a real life so im pretending im a boy cuz yk im actually not or im uh trying to be special that way or im trying to be cooler, but alas i am not and pretending im a boy won't change it.
October 10, 2025 at 4:49 PM
ok but what if im just lazy and don't wanna do real shit and live a real life so im pretending im a boy cuz yk im actually not or im uh trying to be special that way or im trying to be cooler, but alas i am not and pretending im a boy won't change it.
October 10, 2025 at 3:31 PM
over the past two days i have cried (sobbed, even) like 5 times, which is an awful lot because usually i do not allow myself to cry, so it concerns me a little. on the other hand, maybe it's just the result of bottling up stuff and it will stop in a couple of days when i let it out. i do feel better
October 9, 2025 at 9:29 PM