oh well
@eyewashed.bsky.social
a vent/gender/not-main-material alt
DNI if we're strangers+would be nice to ask permission to follow.
would prefer to not be addressed by main name, but it's ok if u do.
DNI if we're strangers+would be nice to ask permission to follow.
would prefer to not be addressed by main name, but it's ok if u do.
idk how to explain it but i feel like i don't have a sense of self. i don't feel real in a way other people feel real? i don't feel like a person or like someone who is or someone who has a personality. and when i think about myself being myself i always feel weird. bleegh.
December 14, 2025 at 7:58 PM
idk how to explain it but i feel like i don't have a sense of self. i don't feel real in a way other people feel real? i don't feel like a person or like someone who is or someone who has a personality. and when i think about myself being myself i always feel weird. bleegh.
does any of u wanna be frens on finch?? :3c
December 11, 2025 at 1:04 PM
does any of u wanna be frens on finch?? :3c
btw ive started voice training.
it's not going very well for now but i believe practice makes perfection, besides im not entirely sure what im doing? i will figure it out tho. so im gonna try to stay determined.
it's not going very well for now but i believe practice makes perfection, besides im not entirely sure what im doing? i will figure it out tho. so im gonna try to stay determined.
December 1, 2025 at 2:21 PM
btw ive started voice training.
it's not going very well for now but i believe practice makes perfection, besides im not entirely sure what im doing? i will figure it out tho. so im gonna try to stay determined.
it's not going very well for now but i believe practice makes perfection, besides im not entirely sure what im doing? i will figure it out tho. so im gonna try to stay determined.
i feel sad cor whatever reason and i feel like it's bc im dysphoric but at the same time idk what am i dysphoric about, or rather how would i NOT be.
November 28, 2025 at 8:58 PM
i feel sad cor whatever reason and i feel like it's bc im dysphoric but at the same time idk what am i dysphoric about, or rather how would i NOT be.
blocked someone on this acc who hasnt interacted w me for months and they suddenly started texting me and interacting with me. kiiiind of bleh.
November 28, 2025 at 11:53 AM
blocked someone on this acc who hasnt interacted w me for months and they suddenly started texting me and interacting with me. kiiiind of bleh.
is Niamh still deactivated?(。•́︿•̀。) they still haven't responded to me on disc, does anybody know if they're ok?
November 28, 2025 at 7:11 AM
is Niamh still deactivated?(。•́︿•̀。) they still haven't responded to me on disc, does anybody know if they're ok?
wow look at that im complaining about failing uni instead of trying to do anything to not fail☺️ because surely complaining will help me not get expelled. wish i had a hyperfixation on studying.. wish i wasn't so lazy and useless? wish i could be able to focus on what actually matters.
November 27, 2025 at 6:36 AM
wow look at that im complaining about failing uni instead of trying to do anything to not fail☺️ because surely complaining will help me not get expelled. wish i had a hyperfixation on studying.. wish i wasn't so lazy and useless? wish i could be able to focus on what actually matters.
makes his life miserable -> ohhh im so miiiserable -> deliberately fails everything -> oh nooo i fail everything -> procrastinates on everything -> oh nooo i don't have time for anything
wow great job me.
wow great job me.
November 23, 2025 at 6:06 PM
makes his life miserable -> ohhh im so miiiserable -> deliberately fails everything -> oh nooo i fail everything -> procrastinates on everything -> oh nooo i don't have time for anything
wow great job me.
wow great job me.
i kind of put it on the back burner, and this is silly to ask on a vent acc, but what names do u think would fit me? if u can think of any, ofc.
maybe i should pick a name for myself.
November 22, 2025 at 10:35 PM
i kind of put it on the back burner, and this is silly to ask on a vent acc, but what names do u think would fit me? if u can think of any, ofc.
i am literally failing everything.
November 20, 2025 at 9:43 AM
i am literally failing everything.
i lwk hasn't opened this account for several days. sorry. will check in w/ ppls more.
November 16, 2025 at 10:39 PM
i lwk hasn't opened this account for several days. sorry. will check in w/ ppls more.
can't believe i have made 4k posts of whining🥀
November 6, 2025 at 9:58 PM
can't believe i have made 4k posts of whining🥀
did so.
atp just change your pronouns
October 23, 2025 at 6:46 PM
did so.
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i am so getting expelled at some point.
October 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
i am so getting expelled at some point.
i am so getting expelled at some point.
October 21, 2025 at 11:48 AM
i am so getting expelled at some point.
is it wrong to feel slightly upset at someone referring to me as a she knowingly even thou technically i go by any/all with a preference
October 18, 2025 at 9:25 PM
is it wrong to feel slightly upset at someone referring to me as a she knowingly even thou technically i go by any/all with a preference
sudden overwhelm. and i have to go to a concert with my parent that i don't wanna go to that will be loud. :(
October 14, 2025 at 3:38 PM
sudden overwhelm. and i have to go to a concert with my parent that i don't wanna go to that will be loud. :(
honestly i have no idea how to do it but many ppl encouraged me to, so i'll look into it.
maybe i should pick a name for myself.
October 13, 2025 at 6:06 PM
honestly i have no idea how to do it but many ppl encouraged me to, so i'll look into it.
can we pls stop talking abt fas/cism in English phonetics class im here to learn how to pronounce shit not for this.
October 13, 2025 at 10:53 AM
can we pls stop talking abt fas/cism in English phonetics class im here to learn how to pronounce shit not for this.
low-key hope i explode before midnight.
October 13, 2025 at 8:35 AM
low-key hope i explode before midnight.
i keep thinking about Vaugarde naming system, like the thing where they have a lot of different names, and i wanna have several names as welllllll it's like so coooooool. like i don't even have a middle name😭
October 11, 2025 at 7:15 PM
i keep thinking about Vaugarde naming system, like the thing where they have a lot of different names, and i wanna have several names as welllllll it's like so coooooool. like i don't even have a middle name😭
im sorry i guess it's dysphoria or something :(
ok but what if im just lazy and don't wanna do real shit and live a real life so im pretending im a boy cuz yk im actually not or im uh trying to be special that way or im trying to be cooler, but alas i am not and pretending im a boy won't change it.
October 10, 2025 at 4:49 PM
im sorry i guess it's dysphoria or something :(
ok but what if im just lazy and don't wanna do real shit and live a real life so im pretending im a boy cuz yk im actually not or im uh trying to be special that way or im trying to be cooler, but alas i am not and pretending im a boy won't change it.
October 10, 2025 at 3:31 PM
ok but what if im just lazy and don't wanna do real shit and live a real life so im pretending im a boy cuz yk im actually not or im uh trying to be special that way or im trying to be cooler, but alas i am not and pretending im a boy won't change it.
over the past two days i have cried (sobbed, even) like 5 times, which is an awful lot because usually i do not allow myself to cry, so it concerns me a little. on the other hand, maybe it's just the result of bottling up stuff and it will stop in a couple of days when i let it out. i do feel better
October 9, 2025 at 9:29 PM
over the past two days i have cried (sobbed, even) like 5 times, which is an awful lot because usually i do not allow myself to cry, so it concerns me a little. on the other hand, maybe it's just the result of bottling up stuff and it will stop in a couple of days when i let it out. i do feel better