Ezekiel Oleander
@ezekieloleander.bsky.social
🏳️⚧️🥞 33 year old nonbinary trans guy. Disabled. Omnistic grey witch. This is an 18+ space; no minors. He/him pronouns. EMAIL: [email protected] 💀 AFTER DARK: @vulpine111 😈 TUMBLR: elysiumkitsune 🦊
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Note to self:
Order some Jazmin Bean makeup to use for the next time I do any indie modeling. Now that my seizures are under control and I've got the surgery I needed, fashion events can be safe and fun for me again!
This is exciting.
I love modeling. :")
Order some Jazmin Bean makeup to use for the next time I do any indie modeling. Now that my seizures are under control and I've got the surgery I needed, fashion events can be safe and fun for me again!
This is exciting.
I love modeling. :")
November 11, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Note to self:
Order some Jazmin Bean makeup to use for the next time I do any indie modeling. Now that my seizures are under control and I've got the surgery I needed, fashion events can be safe and fun for me again!
This is exciting.
I love modeling. :")
Order some Jazmin Bean makeup to use for the next time I do any indie modeling. Now that my seizures are under control and I've got the surgery I needed, fashion events can be safe and fun for me again!
This is exciting.
I love modeling. :")
The improvement in my health and supplements like turmeric, cordyceps, etc. help me focus. It's been kinda easier to get reading done lately.
I have a lot on my plate to get through before college begins next year! I also want to study with a church for my name change. Probably an Episcopal one.
I have a lot on my plate to get through before college begins next year! I also want to study with a church for my name change. Probably an Episcopal one.
November 11, 2025 at 4:44 PM
The improvement in my health and supplements like turmeric, cordyceps, etc. help me focus. It's been kinda easier to get reading done lately.
I have a lot on my plate to get through before college begins next year! I also want to study with a church for my name change. Probably an Episcopal one.
I have a lot on my plate to get through before college begins next year! I also want to study with a church for my name change. Probably an Episcopal one.
Being single is better than dating someone who doesn't believe in you, understand your vision, or genuinely support your work.
I will never date anyone who doubts my brilliance ever again.
I will never date anyone who doubts my brilliance ever again.
November 11, 2025 at 4:40 PM
Being single is better than dating someone who doesn't believe in you, understand your vision, or genuinely support your work.
I will never date anyone who doubts my brilliance ever again.
I will never date anyone who doubts my brilliance ever again.
No matter what, no one can steal my artistic integrity from me. Same with my grasp of language and aptitude for music. I love being creative. My stuff is pretty good for someone who is rebuilding after years of chaos, setbacks and such. It will keep improving as long as I live!
November 11, 2025 at 4:38 PM
No matter what, no one can steal my artistic integrity from me. Same with my grasp of language and aptitude for music. I love being creative. My stuff is pretty good for someone who is rebuilding after years of chaos, setbacks and such. It will keep improving as long as I live!
I still have a lot to grieve, but I am GROWING around that grief.
It doesn't ever get "easier" but I am growing stronger and respecting myself regardless of who wants to be part of my recovery.
I don't just bear grief. I am a conduit of immense joy, too!
It doesn't ever get "easier" but I am growing stronger and respecting myself regardless of who wants to be part of my recovery.
I don't just bear grief. I am a conduit of immense joy, too!
November 11, 2025 at 4:36 PM
I still have a lot to grieve, but I am GROWING around that grief.
It doesn't ever get "easier" but I am growing stronger and respecting myself regardless of who wants to be part of my recovery.
I don't just bear grief. I am a conduit of immense joy, too!
It doesn't ever get "easier" but I am growing stronger and respecting myself regardless of who wants to be part of my recovery.
I don't just bear grief. I am a conduit of immense joy, too!
One of the first things Datura helped me begin to heal from was how cruelly a certain couple in New York discarded me and turned me loose to die because my CPTSD, brain injury, and other disabilities were too much for them to handle. I now carry hope I will find a less degrading dynamic someday!
November 11, 2025 at 4:32 PM
One of the first things Datura helped me begin to heal from was how cruelly a certain couple in New York discarded me and turned me loose to die because my CPTSD, brain injury, and other disabilities were too much for them to handle. I now carry hope I will find a less degrading dynamic someday!
Certain fungi and flowers are such wonderful, sacred tools for healing.
For example, Datura gives me a better view of various issues and helps me see less things through only the lens of my wounds. It's helped me heal my relationship with art, my relationship with pain, etc. ❤️
For example, Datura gives me a better view of various issues and helps me see less things through only the lens of my wounds. It's helped me heal my relationship with art, my relationship with pain, etc. ❤️
November 11, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Certain fungi and flowers are such wonderful, sacred tools for healing.
For example, Datura gives me a better view of various issues and helps me see less things through only the lens of my wounds. It's helped me heal my relationship with art, my relationship with pain, etc. ❤️
For example, Datura gives me a better view of various issues and helps me see less things through only the lens of my wounds. It's helped me heal my relationship with art, my relationship with pain, etc. ❤️
Again:
I hate when people don't treat plant medicine with respect. ESPECIALLY DATURA. It's not something you just get "high" with. There are fun moments, but that's not the point. One of the intentions I usually go into my experiences with is to paint longer or introspect on deep wounds. 😁
I hate when people don't treat plant medicine with respect. ESPECIALLY DATURA. It's not something you just get "high" with. There are fun moments, but that's not the point. One of the intentions I usually go into my experiences with is to paint longer or introspect on deep wounds. 😁
November 11, 2025 at 4:27 PM
Again:
I hate when people don't treat plant medicine with respect. ESPECIALLY DATURA. It's not something you just get "high" with. There are fun moments, but that's not the point. One of the intentions I usually go into my experiences with is to paint longer or introspect on deep wounds. 😁
I hate when people don't treat plant medicine with respect. ESPECIALLY DATURA. It's not something you just get "high" with. There are fun moments, but that's not the point. One of the intentions I usually go into my experiences with is to paint longer or introspect on deep wounds. 😁
I want to remind everyone that if you aren't talented, Datura won't fix that for you. It takes consistent practice to meet artistic goals. Datura isn't going to magically teach you how to draw or whatever you're into. It does bring out ideas you already have. It enhances whatever is truly there!
November 11, 2025 at 4:25 PM
I want to remind everyone that if you aren't talented, Datura won't fix that for you. It takes consistent practice to meet artistic goals. Datura isn't going to magically teach you how to draw or whatever you're into. It does bring out ideas you already have. It enhances whatever is truly there!
I'm going to order some more flying ointment soon. I'll probably get a simple one with amanita muscaria and Datura in it. I also like wolfsbane and belladonna, though. I mostly enjoy the increased focus which is a boon to my artistic process. lol
November 11, 2025 at 4:22 PM
I'm going to order some more flying ointment soon. I'll probably get a simple one with amanita muscaria and Datura in it. I also like wolfsbane and belladonna, though. I mostly enjoy the increased focus which is a boon to my artistic process. lol
I'm STOKED to return to college!!
I wish I could study music there, but regardless, it will be a valuable experience for me- even if I am only starting with the CNA program and some art electives. At least I can learn to animate "art movies" to go with whatever I manage on guitar!
I wish I could study music there, but regardless, it will be a valuable experience for me- even if I am only starting with the CNA program and some art electives. At least I can learn to animate "art movies" to go with whatever I manage on guitar!
November 11, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I'm STOKED to return to college!!
I wish I could study music there, but regardless, it will be a valuable experience for me- even if I am only starting with the CNA program and some art electives. At least I can learn to animate "art movies" to go with whatever I manage on guitar!
I wish I could study music there, but regardless, it will be a valuable experience for me- even if I am only starting with the CNA program and some art electives. At least I can learn to animate "art movies" to go with whatever I manage on guitar!
I love how I am years free of heroin, alcohol, and other substances that were a problem for me. God's grace is astounding, as is my strength to accept that into my life! 🥰
God is great to me. I feel blessed. Most people like me simply die by now. It's a miracle, truly! 😭🙏
God is great to me. I feel blessed. Most people like me simply die by now. It's a miracle, truly! 😭🙏
November 11, 2025 at 3:44 PM
I love how I am years free of heroin, alcohol, and other substances that were a problem for me. God's grace is astounding, as is my strength to accept that into my life! 🥰
God is great to me. I feel blessed. Most people like me simply die by now. It's a miracle, truly! 😭🙏
God is great to me. I feel blessed. Most people like me simply die by now. It's a miracle, truly! 😭🙏
I love how I'm growing healthier, getting a car, going back to college, etc. Especially after person after person set me loose to just die throughout my youth. Other people may have quit me, but I'm creating a really beautiful, whole life for myself despite the cruelty I survived. ❤️
November 11, 2025 at 3:41 PM
I love how I'm growing healthier, getting a car, going back to college, etc. Especially after person after person set me loose to just die throughout my youth. Other people may have quit me, but I'm creating a really beautiful, whole life for myself despite the cruelty I survived. ❤️
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In an art rut rn, but I’m still really proud of this one 🌻
November 11, 2025 at 11:56 AM
In an art rut rn, but I’m still really proud of this one 🌻
November 11, 2025 at 10:18 AM
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what gets me is how unnecessary so much of the hate in people’s hearts is, like embarrassingly dangerous levels of unnecessary, it’s ridiculous, it’s offensive, it’s disgusting
November 9, 2025 at 9:48 PM
what gets me is how unnecessary so much of the hate in people’s hearts is, like embarrassingly dangerous levels of unnecessary, it’s ridiculous, it’s offensive, it’s disgusting
Since I lived through my surgery, I feel like something was watching over me. I am more loved than I realized. My prayers are answered beautifully.
I love how my health is picking up and I have everything I ever hoped to have. Well, except for a husband but that's okay. That one will take time.
I love how my health is picking up and I have everything I ever hoped to have. Well, except for a husband but that's okay. That one will take time.
November 10, 2025 at 1:38 PM
Since I lived through my surgery, I feel like something was watching over me. I am more loved than I realized. My prayers are answered beautifully.
I love how my health is picking up and I have everything I ever hoped to have. Well, except for a husband but that's okay. That one will take time.
I love how my health is picking up and I have everything I ever hoped to have. Well, except for a husband but that's okay. That one will take time.
Christ is King 👑
I'm pretty conflicted about my values but I know I love Jesus and I'm not an atheist. I truly believe there's something greater than me out there. Even if it's just the force holding the universe together or something.
I'm pretty conflicted about my values but I know I love Jesus and I'm not an atheist. I truly believe there's something greater than me out there. Even if it's just the force holding the universe together or something.
November 10, 2025 at 1:35 PM
Christ is King 👑
I'm pretty conflicted about my values but I know I love Jesus and I'm not an atheist. I truly believe there's something greater than me out there. Even if it's just the force holding the universe together or something.
I'm pretty conflicted about my values but I know I love Jesus and I'm not an atheist. I truly believe there's something greater than me out there. Even if it's just the force holding the universe together or something.
I look forward to picking a church after I get my car. I might start with just more AA and Recovery Dharma meetings, but eventually I was thinking of going somewhere that does name change ceremonies with baptism. I just don't know if I should be Episcopal or full blown Catholic or what. 😅
November 10, 2025 at 1:33 PM
I look forward to picking a church after I get my car. I might start with just more AA and Recovery Dharma meetings, but eventually I was thinking of going somewhere that does name change ceremonies with baptism. I just don't know if I should be Episcopal or full blown Catholic or what. 😅