Thanks Snom, I needed that.
I love you too.

Finally some actually worthy and important news headlines!

Well... rich billionaires want to pirate things (and make it legal) to help train their AI, on the same token billionaires... ummm *looks at a certain island*

Yes please!

The truth has once again been so elegantly revealed to me!

Sure bud, a joke ;p

Yeah, I may just have to bring it up with one. It's not something I ever want to experience again. But also wow, I would never have expected this to be hidden within me. Regardless, thank you so much for your words and advice. Ɛ>

Why are you looking at brothel reviews??? 🤨

In short, my mind and body seem to be containing an amalgamation of feelings for no proper reason, and perhaps are staying there due to a lack of a proper outlet? I genuinely don't know.
I'll now proceed and go on with my work. Thanks for reading, and have a good day.

I am genuinely a bit scared.

It's weird because, I don't remember if I wrote it yesterday, but the feeling started as an overwhelming positive feeling. The fact that there is nothing reflecting that positivity, and it's prolonged state is making fear and sadness seep in.

I feel as if I'm constantly excited: butterflies in my stomach, or even entire body. There is no reason why I'd feel excitement over anything though, triggered by that, and for such a prolonged time. My mind is also in a bit of a fog, and it has become more foggy due to my anxiety about the feeling.

It's morning. I made it through. Although I only got 5 hours of sleep, maximum. So I've been at least 2-3 hours laying awake, twisting and turning. Unfortunately I'm still carrying a feeling of some kind. I'll try to put it to words:

I'll try to go back to sleep now. Thanks for listening. Good night

I don't know what is going on, but I feel like I am not in a proper frame of mind. I need my soul and body to calm and quiet down. I hate admitting that something so inconsequential as a piece of fanfiction has done this, but I need to, in the hope that whatever has ensnared me will let me go

I've lived in apathy and just... a state lacking emotion, and now I am feeling one trillion feelings at the same time, overwhelming and unfamiliar. It's deeply unsettling and uncomfortable. And I can't sleep.

Can we share him? 👉👈🥺

Sorry, I had to 😭

I'll do as you say, Olley :p

Can't believe you're actually reading more of the SJM books 😭😭😭