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katarzyna
@faiirykz.bsky.social
· Nov 29
Чему́ быть, того́ не минова́ть
is there even a point to this thing called life?
December 19, 2024 at 1:01 AM
is there even a point to this thing called life?
is it worse that i contemplate slitting over this or the fact ive always ruined every good thing ive had
December 18, 2024 at 3:48 AM
is it worse that i contemplate slitting over this or the fact ive always ruined every good thing ive had
fuck am i supposed to do now? is this worse than abandonment? should i have refrained? held back? should i be the one to disappear?
December 18, 2024 at 3:47 AM
fuck am i supposed to do now? is this worse than abandonment? should i have refrained? held back? should i be the one to disappear?
i shall one day leave this world the same way i came, covered in my mothers blood.
December 18, 2024 at 3:45 AM
i shall one day leave this world the same way i came, covered in my mothers blood.
sometimes the meaning is actually in the lyrics.
December 17, 2024 at 5:09 AM
sometimes the meaning is actually in the lyrics.
i’ll burn the bridge that gives me hope of who we could be. i’ll stand and hurt and watch and cry, but i’ll burn that godforsaken bridge.
December 14, 2024 at 9:05 AM
i’ll burn the bridge that gives me hope of who we could be. i’ll stand and hurt and watch and cry, but i’ll burn that godforsaken bridge.
get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out get out get out you don’t belong here
December 13, 2024 at 7:46 AM
get out of my head get out of my head get out of my head get out get out get out you don’t belong here
something about new years has this grip on me. every year i make a plan to end it at the same time the fireworks go off so no one notices. maybe one of these years i’ll commit to it, but i guess not this year.
December 13, 2024 at 7:01 AM
something about new years has this grip on me. every year i make a plan to end it at the same time the fireworks go off so no one notices. maybe one of these years i’ll commit to it, but i guess not this year.
if ive ever done you wrong, don’t consider revenge. my biggest punishment is that i’m me, you don’t even have to do anything.
December 12, 2024 at 7:04 PM
if ive ever done you wrong, don’t consider revenge. my biggest punishment is that i’m me, you don’t even have to do anything.
i hate watching this domestication of myself. im being stripped of everything that made me once untameable.
December 11, 2024 at 2:51 PM
i hate watching this domestication of myself. im being stripped of everything that made me once untameable.
do i feel unloved for the reason i cannot experience my own love language?
December 10, 2024 at 7:15 AM
do i feel unloved for the reason i cannot experience my own love language?
the last you’ll ever see of me
December 9, 2024 at 10:59 PM
the last you’ll ever see of me
i will bleed out like a lamb left for slaughter. you will be forced to watch the light leave my body.
December 9, 2024 at 10:43 PM
i will bleed out like a lamb left for slaughter. you will be forced to watch the light leave my body.
i don’t want to be alone.
December 8, 2024 at 9:53 AM
i don’t want to be alone.
i wonder if i died tonight, would they miss me? would they be satisfied with the last conversation we had? i wonder what they’d say to me directly instead of about me.
December 8, 2024 at 9:47 AM
i wonder if i died tonight, would they miss me? would they be satisfied with the last conversation we had? i wonder what they’d say to me directly instead of about me.
not yet corpses. still, we rot.
December 4, 2024 at 6:39 PM
not yet corpses. still, we rot.
im starving but i can’t help it, the feeling is addictive. the satisfaction of eating just never hits me i guess.
December 4, 2024 at 6:34 PM
im starving but i can’t help it, the feeling is addictive. the satisfaction of eating just never hits me i guess.
little angel all alone at the bar, waiting to go home. shot glasses litter the counter, yet still not even a sign.
December 4, 2024 at 3:46 AM
little angel all alone at the bar, waiting to go home. shot glasses litter the counter, yet still not even a sign.
blind validation doesn’t fill the hole abandonment creates btw
December 3, 2024 at 5:11 AM
blind validation doesn’t fill the hole abandonment creates btw
you don’t need to worry about me anymore, you don’t need to feel guilty about being happy. you deserve to be with her.
December 2, 2024 at 11:55 PM
you don’t need to worry about me anymore, you don’t need to feel guilty about being happy. you deserve to be with her.
there are no happy endings.
December 2, 2024 at 11:54 PM
there are no happy endings.
dilute me, make me easier to love. teach me to bite my tongue until it bleeds.
December 2, 2024 at 11:32 PM
dilute me, make me easier to love. teach me to bite my tongue until it bleeds.
suddenly it’s december, and you’re not 17 anymore. and you haven’t been 17 for a very long time, but sometimes you need to remind yourself.
December 2, 2024 at 3:05 AM
suddenly it’s december, and you’re not 17 anymore. and you haven’t been 17 for a very long time, but sometimes you need to remind yourself.
you are the flesh maggots adore
December 1, 2024 at 12:13 AM
you are the flesh maggots adore
im retreating back to foreign comforts, eating less, sleeping more, counting, and walking.
November 30, 2024 at 8:45 PM
im retreating back to foreign comforts, eating less, sleeping more, counting, and walking.