Yaaa I totally get that, being vunerable is scary asf sometimes

Definitely not anywhere near comfortable enough to think of myself as plural or anything like that but I definitely think there is something in my brain that I need to delve deeper into and understand about myself

id never think less of you for anythin like this! Different isnt always bad, knowing more can help build stronger bonds

sativa > everythang

thinking abt it again is making my paws shake which. is doubling down my suspicions. I need to make time to explore this

I wasnt even really thinking about it that hard it was a very casual question but the second that I realized what I was asking my heart started pounding and adrenaline rushed to my brain and I was like oh. ohhh boy. There must be something there if im reacting this strongly to just the question.

I need to lock the fuck in and get off my ass and being basically a stereotypical lazy stoner is not helping anything lmaoo

I like Sawbones for medical stuff cuz I think its interesting + Sad Boyz for commentary and general bg noise

I feel so detached all the time and I dont want to be. I crave the emotional intensity I used to have even if it hurt