eternally tired
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ive lost taste again. thanks dissociation you really got my back
January 10, 2026 at 4:50 AM
ive lost taste again. thanks dissociation you really got my back
i kind of want to drop wuwa but its the only game my bf plays and its funny bc he loves rover and i hate rover LOL i really dislike self insert MCs but hes a massive yume shipper so i get it.. i am a bit of a yume shipper too but i dont need a self insert to achieve falling in love with characters
January 10, 2026 at 4:03 AM
i kind of want to drop wuwa but its the only game my bf plays and its funny bc he loves rover and i hate rover LOL i really dislike self insert MCs but hes a massive yume shipper so i get it.. i am a bit of a yume shipper too but i dont need a self insert to achieve falling in love with characters
with endfield coming out, silver palace coming out, etc
i wonder how many games ill have to quit?
ive been thinking about slowly letting go of genshin.. i loove the game but the nod krai story is really good but im not too particularly crazy for any of the characters the way i am for HSR characters
i wonder how many games ill have to quit?
ive been thinking about slowly letting go of genshin.. i loove the game but the nod krai story is really good but im not too particularly crazy for any of the characters the way i am for HSR characters
January 10, 2026 at 3:56 AM
with endfield coming out, silver palace coming out, etc
i wonder how many games ill have to quit?
ive been thinking about slowly letting go of genshin.. i loove the game but the nod krai story is really good but im not too particularly crazy for any of the characters the way i am for HSR characters
i wonder how many games ill have to quit?
ive been thinking about slowly letting go of genshin.. i loove the game but the nod krai story is really good but im not too particularly crazy for any of the characters the way i am for HSR characters
i need weed so bad my psych banning me from weed is so evil she tihnsk shes helping but shes just pushing her anti drug crusade onto me.. im goign to quit after i get her to write up my disability forms but its taking so long i seriously need weed to calm myself down from an anxiety attack
January 10, 2026 at 1:00 AM
i need weed so bad my psych banning me from weed is so evil she tihnsk shes helping but shes just pushing her anti drug crusade onto me.. im goign to quit after i get her to write up my disability forms but its taking so long i seriously need weed to calm myself down from an anxiety attack
you have the mean girls that hide behind cuteness and positivity.. then you have me: the suicidal girl that hides behind cuteness and positivity
January 9, 2026 at 11:40 PM
you have the mean girls that hide behind cuteness and positivity.. then you have me: the suicidal girl that hides behind cuteness and positivity
this app desperately needs softblocks.. i dont want to mutual someone or two anymore but hard blocks are just.. overkill?
January 9, 2026 at 11:38 PM
this app desperately needs softblocks.. i dont want to mutual someone or two anymore but hard blocks are just.. overkill?
interesting how you can say kill all trans people and all sorts of slurs on x but you cant say cisgender
January 9, 2026 at 7:02 PM
interesting how you can say kill all trans people and all sorts of slurs on x but you cant say cisgender
i cant stop dissociating
January 9, 2026 at 1:47 PM
i cant stop dissociating
my right hand is so badly injured i have to hold my mouse differently and i cant game on a controller at all..
January 9, 2026 at 1:30 PM
my right hand is so badly injured i have to hold my mouse differently and i cant game on a controller at all..
im going to take a cold shower
January 9, 2026 at 1:11 PM
im going to take a cold shower
my vision is blurry and ebrything is moving
January 9, 2026 at 1:05 PM
my vision is blurry and ebrything is moving
ive been dissociating all day ever since my family all yelled at me during my autism meltdown and my uncle injured my hand..
January 9, 2026 at 12:33 PM
ive been dissociating all day ever since my family all yelled at me during my autism meltdown and my uncle injured my hand..
ive been so out of it and so dissociative today
January 9, 2026 at 12:27 PM
ive been so out of it and so dissociative today
my hand hurts so bad after the whole incident today with my family
January 9, 2026 at 12:20 PM
my hand hurts so bad after the whole incident today with my family
everything is fine man
January 9, 2026 at 4:46 AM
everything is fine man
i haven't stopped crying
January 9, 2026 at 3:54 AM
i haven't stopped crying
i told my mom i wanted to kill my entire family then kill myself tjeyre the reason i have all my mental disorders i wish i teported them to CPS when i was a kid i wish i wish i wish i reported them to police or something when i was being beat relentlessly ad a kid i hate mt family i hate them inhate
January 9, 2026 at 3:54 AM
i told my mom i wanted to kill my entire family then kill myself tjeyre the reason i have all my mental disorders i wish i teported them to CPS when i was a kid i wish i wish i wish i reported them to police or something when i was being beat relentlessly ad a kid i hate mt family i hate them inhate
my hand is injured now i want to get out if here i dont feel safe i dont feel safe my family is efil theyre evil they dont care that im autistic and have meltdowns they dont care they just want to see me suffer
January 9, 2026 at 3:52 AM
my hand is injured now i want to get out if here i dont feel safe i dont feel safe my family is efil theyre evil they dont care that im autistic and have meltdowns they dont care they just want to see me suffer
my grandma went into my room and sharted rummaginf thrlugh the plave and threw my thjngs wverywhere wnd i had an autistic meltdown and svreamed and mt uncle rna upstairs yelling at me and i got scared and locked the doors wnd he systtee tryinf ro force his way im and now the door is broken
January 9, 2026 at 3:51 AM
my grandma went into my room and sharted rummaginf thrlugh the plave and threw my thjngs wverywhere wnd i had an autistic meltdown and svreamed and mt uncle rna upstairs yelling at me and i got scared and locked the doors wnd he systtee tryinf ro force his way im and now the door is broken
i get so frustrated with people killing bugs.. theyre living creatures just catch and release :(
January 8, 2026 at 9:30 PM
i get so frustrated with people killing bugs.. theyre living creatures just catch and release :(
im genuinely too left wing for this website i just want to talk about anime games but the centrist politics here really do get on my nerves as much as id love to ignore it unfortunately
January 7, 2026 at 11:31 PM
im genuinely too left wing for this website i just want to talk about anime games but the centrist politics here really do get on my nerves as much as id love to ignore it unfortunately
this site is making me want to deactivate and leave entirely
January 7, 2026 at 11:28 PM
this site is making me want to deactivate and leave entirely
people remember their first heartbreak? girl i dont even remember the ex that dumped me literally last year 🫣
January 7, 2026 at 1:51 PM
people remember their first heartbreak? girl i dont even remember the ex that dumped me literally last year 🫣
it's weird how as a teen i loved reading yuri/gl but at some point felt insecure/ashamed of it and pivoted into being a fujoshi and had internalised misogyny so bad i was centering men so much in my life while thinking fictional women were boring
January 7, 2026 at 11:44 AM
it's weird how as a teen i loved reading yuri/gl but at some point felt insecure/ashamed of it and pivoted into being a fujoshi and had internalised misogyny so bad i was centering men so much in my life while thinking fictional women were boring
i love looking at a mirror and sometimes going "woah i look like that? im kind of cute??" and some days i look into the mirror and go "wait why do i look like that.. thats not me i hate this i hate this"
January 7, 2026 at 7:24 AM
i love looking at a mirror and sometimes going "woah i look like that? im kind of cute??" and some days i look into the mirror and go "wait why do i look like that.. thats not me i hate this i hate this"