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But he had asked himself the question in Ravenel, and now he knew the answer. A kingdom, or this.
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Outgoing Twitter DM saying “Book I’m reading getting 1 stars [sic] because of “problematic content.” I’m about to eat SO GOOD😁”
January 15, 2025 at 5:38 AM
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Decorated these zombie cookies today (at work, lol). Inspired by the gingerbread zombie from @sararaaschbooks.com’s The Nightmare Before Kissmas.

Apologies to both Coal and Hex for their lack of fashion sense as the cookies. At least they both “died” holding each other’s hand?
Two Christmas cookies. One of them is coated with red frosting with two hearts as the sweater, with red frosting in the head, mouth, and amputated leg. Other cookie is coated in yellow and white frosting with a star decoration. There’s a red frosting on its head, mouth, hand, and amputated leg. Both cookies are placed next to each other with red frosting on the hands that are touching.
December 26, 2024 at 6:15 AM
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transferring my suffering to mr. laurent of vere #caprisky

(commissioned from @keiure310.bsky.social ❤️)
A drawing of Laurent of Vere from Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat. He’s on his knees, hunched over with his hands above his stomach and a spot of blood blooming over the hands. The text said, “can my uterus not cramp. I literally have he/him pronouns in my bio.”
December 26, 2024 at 2:55 AM
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This, too, is #Lamen
Screenshot of a text message meant to be a meme. The first grey bubble, indicating incoming message: “wanna play da game.” The blue bubble, indicating outgoing message: “wanna eat my pussy” Afterwards, a laughing emoji (😂) was sent. A picture of Laurent (from the Polish cover of Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat) is put near the bubble to indicate Laurent sending the message. The grey bubble replied, in all caps: “YES” “PLEASE” “PLEASE” “PLEASE” “PLEASE” “PLEASE” “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH” “PLEASE” A picture of Damen (from the Polish cover of Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat) is put near the text bubbles to indicate Damen sending the messages.
November 27, 2024 at 7:04 AM
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He knows who Damen is when he asked for the other wrist-cuff…😭
Excerpt of Prince’s Gambit by C. S. Pacat. He thought it a gesture of comfort, a caress, and then he realised that Laurent was shifting the fabric of his sleeve, sliding it back slightly to reveal the gold underneath, until the wrist-cuff he had asked the blacksmith to leave on was exposed between them. ‘Sentiment?’ said Laurent. ‘Something like that.’ Their eyes met and he could feel each beat of his heart. A few seconds of silence, a space that lengthened, until Laurent spoke. ‘You should give me the other.’
November 20, 2024 at 4:54 AM
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I love teasing Damen for his loverboy-ism and how he gets “Laurent knows who I am all this time. 🥺”

BUT I GET IT… Laurent knows who he is the whole time… Laurent knows but still protects him, still trusts him, still makes love to him… I get you Mr Damianos of Akielos 😭
Excerpt of Kings Rising by C. S. Pacat. ‘I’ve come to tell you who I am.’ Laurent was so keenly familiar, the shade of his hair, the strapped down clothing, the full lips that he held tense or cruelly repressed, the ruthless asceticism, the unbearable blue eyes. ‘I know who you are, Damianos,’ said Laurent. Damen heard it, as the interior of the tent seemed to change, so that all of the objects in it took on a different shape. ‘Did you think,’ said Laurent, ‘I wouldn’t recognise the man who killed my brother?’ Excerpt of Kings Rising by C. S. Pacat. ‘I knew in the palace, when they dragged you in front of me,’ said Laurent. The words continued, steady, relentless. ‘I knew in the baths when I ordered you flayed. I knew—’ ‘At Ravenel?’ said Damen. Drawing breath with difficulty, he faced Laurent while the seconds passed. ‘If you knew,’ said Damen, ‘how could you—’ ‘Let you fuck me?’ Excerpt of Kings Rising by C. S. Pacat. He put his hand on the saddle before he mounted, and for a moment closed his eyes. Laurent had known who he was, and had still made love to him. He wondered what mix of yearning and self-delusion had allowed Laurent to do that.
November 20, 2024 at 2:14 AM
feldim.bsky.social
🙏 mohon doanya 🙏
November 18, 2024 at 7:32 AM
feldim.bsky.social
I understand Mr Damianos of Akielos so much. I too like seeing Laurent with power… Give him more forts… Let no tongue wag against him no more…
Excerpt of Prince’s Gambit by C. S. Pacat. ‘How do you like my fort?’ ‘I like it. I wouldn’t mind seeing you with a few more,’ said Damen. ‘To the north.’
November 14, 2024 at 3:42 AM
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Meme of a drawn guy screaming with two hands on his head.
November 13, 2024 at 3:28 AM
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#capri Feeling weirdly emotional of the scar Auguste had left on Damen. It reminds me of “Realize the scar will be all that's left of him.” from How To Watch Your Brother Die poem.

There is something… sad? about how “all that is left” of Auguste is on Damen. What did Laurent feel when he saw it?
Excerpt of Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat. You were insolent this afternoon, too. That is a habit that can be cured. With a horse whip. Laurent's gaze tracked over Damen's body. Damen's garments had loosened under the rough hands of the guards, baring his torso. 'You have a scar.' Excerpt of Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat. You have a scar. Damen's fingers slid across his wet chest, reaching his collarbone and then following the line of the faint pale scar, feeling an echo of the uneasiness that had stirred in him last night. It was Laurent's older brother who had inflicted that scar, six years ago, in battle at Marlas. Auguste, the heir and pride of Vere. Excerpt of the poem How to Watch Your Brother Die by Michael Lassell. Watch the lover's eyes as they stare into your brother's eyes as they stare into space. Wonder what they see there. Remember the time he was jealous and opened your eyebrow with a sharp stick. Forgive him out loud even if he can't understand you. Realize the scar will be all that's left of him.
November 7, 2024 at 4:04 PM
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Pamer ketiga kali…. STARTING HADES 2!!!! THANK YOU LAGI MBA K HEHEHEH @keiure310.bsky.social
November 1, 2024 at 3:32 PM
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NANGISSS TERIMA KASIH LAGI MBA @keiure310.bsky.social HUHUHUHUHUHU 😭😭😭😭
November 1, 2024 at 7:33 AM
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TERIMA KASIH MBA K TERSAYANG 😭😭😭😭😭 @keiure310.bsky.social
November 1, 2024 at 5:14 AM
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I can feel my world shifting the moment I read that exchange lmao 😭 Even got a snap out of it.
Snap of Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat, page 18, with the caption “They hate each other so much it got me giggling”.
October 29, 2024 at 10:19 AM
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#capri one of my top damen moment bc this part really just showed how much of a loser lover boy he is.

“he missed me. 🥺🥺🥺” girl you’re having a campaign today get a grip of yourself! 😭
Excerpt of Chapter Ten of Kings Rising by C.S. Pacat. Damen was smiling. He lay on his back, his arm over his head, the sheet pooled over his lower body. He had been awake for perhaps an hour in the early light. The events of last night, endlessly complicated in the candlelit privacy of Laurent's bedchamber, had resolved into a single, blissful fact this morning. Laurent missed him. He felt a flutter illicit joy when he thought of it. He remembered Laurent gazing up at him. You keep overtiming all my plans. Laurent was going to be furious when he arrived at the morning meeting. "Youre in a good mood,” Nikandros said, as he came into the hall. Damen clapped him on the shoulder, and took up his place at the long table.
October 22, 2024 at 2:57 PM
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I honestly really like her writing style. The characters are all so vibrant.
“A wave, though! From an Englishwoman, that’s practically a hearty handshake. She only deigned to speak to me because I was about to poke a mushroom with a stick.” “The Good Lord looks out for fools. In your case, apparently He sends the occasional Englishwoman.” “I thought He’d sent you.” “You’re a two-person job, youngster.” A thought struck me. “You didn’t eat the fish, did you?” “Great blistering Christ, of course not. D’ye take me for an idjit?” Excerpt from: "What Moves the Dead" by T. Kingfisher. Scribd. This material may be protected by copyright. Read this book on Everand: https://www.everand.com/book/747016259
October 18, 2024 at 5:27 AM