My old mentor..
He has since disappeared..

But he seems to have left his blade behind in the snowy barren desert..
What happened to him...I truly wonder..

Though I will not let his blade lay in waste..
I..have never been very fond of katanas..

But for you, Steian.. I shall take on this honor..

And now a new profile picture!~
It is a visual representation of me transitioning to my "full form"!~

Lovely, isn't it?~

A lovely visual of my new horns appearing!~

The lovely traces of gold shining through my magma blood... how wonderful..

I truly love all of my new features!
It does speak to the soul.

I feel complete~

"None of us really changes over time, We only become more fully what we are."
- Anne Rice

I am NOT disappointed in this lovely little bottle!~

I truly wish to try more beers and other alcohols from around the world!~

Perhaps I shall begin putting different alcohols on my Throne?

Definitely sake~
It brings the truth out of one's soul~

"In vino veritas"!~

Forgot to post my fucking stash!

Isn't it lovely?~

Now, what I should have posted much earlier.

Seeing as though I posted my placeholder picture on Twitter.

It is finally built and complete.
(aside from RGB...)

Is it not lovely indeed?~

Fuck yeahhh~ Modeloooo!~

Some lovely pictures I took of the night sky. Although the second one I simply like for the "creepy-ish" tree.

In the moonlight, through these flames, I catch glimpses of a silhouette..One that I miss...

Tonight my dreams will haunt me, yet I wish to not wake.
Just for the night..

I shall be watching.. for when the cherry blossoms gently drift my way again..

You..I have never been violent towards you.

But seeing as what your panicked state caused..has put my patience past its limit..

You took..everything from me..
You stripped away the one who meant everything!

I had to fix your mess, you're weak!

For that, I will punish you..

I'll tear you apart!!

Sometimes I wonder... is that truly me in there..?

I don't always recognize the reflection staring back at me..

Ooga booga booga!

- Happy Halloween! 🖤

I should have reached out to them directly first...

My mistakes swirl around in my mind like vultures come for the dying..

I only hope.. We aren't being kept apart..

..I hope.. we all get to reconnect someday..

I hope.. this isn't all fucked up...

I greatly miss the laughter we shared..

After all of the delusional spiraling of mine... there is one thing...

one in the end of it all...

My love...
my feelings.. all of it was true.. in the amidst of all the chaos..

My deep love was not false and deluded..
nor were all my tears..

Confused of who I was but I knew who I loved...

My howls seem to break in the distance.. no returning echo..

I call out.. there is no answer..

I feel eyes stalking me.. but for what intentions..
Am I being watched and spoken of but not spoken to..?

Did I drag myself from the void for naught..?

Is my truth only silenced in the raging storm..?

" Flame engulfs the rage, burning ever more brighter.

I live on..

After a long dormant I awake with my flames rekindled.. my mind sharper than it ever was..

I'll continue to build on my cracked stones.. building on my horrific mistakes

Never to make them again.
Never to bite the hands again.. "