I would adore rubbing my face and beard right there in the center 🥰

I feel you on that. I intentionally build towards a goal or event, but then get to it and I’m just hit with an underwhelming “meh”. Like, where did I lose my passion? I don’t consciously think I’m burned out, but the feelings suggest it. 😐

I’ve started to suspect I may be demi, but then every now and then my brain is like “you want to bone everything you see”

You do some absolutely amazing writing with werewolves, paws up good sir.

Like rationally as a medic I was telling myself “calm down, the dose is off, you’re ok. Just tell the doc, he’ll correct it.”

But every time I opened my eyes and tried to speak, the shit I would see paralyzed me all over again.

Story time- things I’ve heard from people I’ve taken care of. Head space is a big factor. If you’re on good vibes and take mushrooms, they tend to go really high. But if you’re in a bad space, it’s eldritch horrors all the way. I had a bad trip on ketamine at the dentist once. PURE terror.

Paramedic advice. You’re grown, so I’ll spare you the “drugs are bad” lecture. Just please make sure you’re with the right people (someone who won’t panic and ditch you if things go sideways). Medics don’t care that you took something. We just want to know what was taken, so we can treat properly. ❤️

I think I got knocked up just watching….

What field? I know there's some cut throat ones out there.