ode to a star
so distant and so perfect
navigating in relation to you
i feel so small in comparison
i dont burn
when i die i wont birth an entire world

but i know you're lonely
pulling anything and everything closer
I would hold you
I'd burn to be near you
I burn now
all in vain

Chasca is actually great. I love putting her in a team with Beidou, Dehya and Rosaria and pretending they are a red themed leather outfit that fights crime together. they all have the same color schemes so its so satisfying.

i often think about the consequence of affection. In attempting to weave together a social net of support to catch me in the midst of my descent I've cemented a part of my future. there's a uneasy comfort in that. im uneasy about a lot of things but at least with them I'm comfortable too.