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Fiery, Internet Fire Guy!
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It has been said that I like Fire.
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Btw any randos following *just* to promote something in hopes of a follow-back? Sorry, I don't do that. I've decided that's block-worthy behavior.
Nutritionist asked why I've lost so much weight over so much time and I just break down in her office. I left with a recommendation for vegetables and therapy.
January 6, 2026 at 9:55 PM
Actively crying in the cat food isle
December 17, 2025 at 7:01 PM
December 16, 2025 at 8:55 PM
35 now.
November 18, 2025 at 4:11 PM
Guess I'm a guitar nerd now.

I swear, I have never learned more about a sudden interest in as short a time. Now to get home and practice.
November 14, 2025 at 6:27 PM
Anything for a shred of joie de vivre.
November 8, 2025 at 8:02 AM
I turn 35 in ten days.
Spicy is feeling more and more at home.
My friends are probably going to come over around then to discuss our characters for our next campaign.
I have a new hyperfication (it's guitars......)

By all means I should be happy. But grief and SAD are kicking my ass. Can't sleep.
November 8, 2025 at 7:57 AM
Spicy has been freed from baby jail. She and Iris have been getting along well. But she's also a goober who likes to sit in weird places. For example:
October 14, 2025 at 6:58 AM
Slowly inching myself out of grief with the help of Spicy and copious amounts of Digimon, of all things.

Freaking out over both kitty cuteness and null canon implications is a wild rollercoaster to be on.
October 9, 2025 at 5:46 AM
Meet Spicy.
October 2, 2025 at 10:32 PM
I wish we had a word stronger than "miss".

You "miss" someone who leaves on vacation.

This hurts too much for that word.
September 30, 2025 at 9:42 PM
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September 27, 2025 at 11:00 PM
5 years, 9 months, some change. My friends and I just finished our first campaign.

This one's for you, Dusty. We got 'im. We won.
September 28, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Ohhh I found an old phone with pictures on it.

Back to crying.
September 9, 2025 at 3:32 AM
Two months now.

Iris still looks for him every evening.

It still doesn't hurt any less.
August 24, 2025 at 5:08 AM
Being told to "get over it" sucks.
August 17, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Grief is a heavy thing,
A terrible thing.

It breaks your legs,
and makes you carry it.

You can never quite heal right.

But you never want to drop
those precious memories.

Even if every jostle
Brings fresh tears
August 7, 2025 at 6:21 AM
Got my first tattoo in honor of Dusty yesterday.

It hurt like hell, but not as much as not having him around anymore.

It'll be a month tomorrow.
July 24, 2025 at 2:57 AM
Life rn
July 19, 2025 at 2:00 AM
Dusty's home...
June 30, 2025 at 4:56 PM
Eventually.
June 25, 2025 at 9:39 PM
Sleep helped a bit.

My body still feels like lead.

My eyes still hurt. My heart hurts even more.

Iris keeps crying out and looking for her big brother...

I keep getting flashbacks.

This sucks.

I'm not ok. I won't be for a long time.

But I know Dusty would want me to be happy. So I will be.
June 25, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I miss him so much.

It hurts.
June 24, 2025 at 7:42 PM
Seeya, buddy.

We'll meet again, someday.
June 24, 2025 at 5:05 PM