youtu.be/3PXKZzv__EQ

I'm tired of continuing to try and getting kicked in the teeth for my efforts.

This isn't living...and it isn't worth it anymore...

Sorry...and goodnight...

Tomorrow is another day I guess...

And please... please don't tell me things will be ok. Or that I need to search for hope or strength. I...want to believe y'all are trying to help, but sometimes...things are just shitty...and there's not much to be done about it.

I've tried to make all this work, I don't think I can anymore...

This piece speaks to me, there are a lot of people who are no longer a part of my life, yet they continue to have impact...

That's a really good book!