baby bird
@fitforalobotomy.bsky.social
queer void. disabled & chronically ill. severely mentally ill. surviving out of spite.
Pinned
if you know who i am - good for you, keep your cute lil mouth shut about it.
if you don't know - sucks.
if you don't know - sucks.
it really pisses me off that actually quite a lot of people underestimate my new job
and YES, it is indeed a job and people just don't seem to get it?
trust me, i tried to explain multiple times that i'm at work for 8hrs a day, get up at 4 am and won't be home until at LEAST 5 pm
and YES, it is indeed a job and people just don't seem to get it?
trust me, i tried to explain multiple times that i'm at work for 8hrs a day, get up at 4 am and won't be home until at LEAST 5 pm
August 28, 2025 at 4:01 PM
it really pisses me off that actually quite a lot of people underestimate my new job
and YES, it is indeed a job and people just don't seem to get it?
trust me, i tried to explain multiple times that i'm at work for 8hrs a day, get up at 4 am and won't be home until at LEAST 5 pm
and YES, it is indeed a job and people just don't seem to get it?
trust me, i tried to explain multiple times that i'm at work for 8hrs a day, get up at 4 am and won't be home until at LEAST 5 pm
holy shit, that took a turn i didn't expect at ALL. now shit's getting wild.
August 17, 2025 at 11:10 PM
holy shit, that took a turn i didn't expect at ALL. now shit's getting wild.
dreamt twice in a row that somebody gifted me a fuck ton of weed and now i'm sad
i'm broke, i can't afford it atm and i'm also not willing to spend the little money i have on it
i'm broke, i can't afford it atm and i'm also not willing to spend the little money i have on it
July 28, 2025 at 2:56 PM
dreamt twice in a row that somebody gifted me a fuck ton of weed and now i'm sad
i'm broke, i can't afford it atm and i'm also not willing to spend the little money i have on it
i'm broke, i can't afford it atm and i'm also not willing to spend the little money i have on it
still absolutely baffled by the audacity of some people. people will do the most evil manipulating shit instead of saying sorry or at least taking accountability.
one single person tried to fuck up our whole group cause we didn't care for their shitty behaviour.
one single person tried to fuck up our whole group cause we didn't care for their shitty behaviour.
July 18, 2025 at 9:23 AM
still absolutely baffled by the audacity of some people. people will do the most evil manipulating shit instead of saying sorry or at least taking accountability.
one single person tried to fuck up our whole group cause we didn't care for their shitty behaviour.
one single person tried to fuck up our whole group cause we didn't care for their shitty behaviour.
some people really are the epitome of assfuckery garbage on two legs
July 16, 2025 at 10:05 AM
some people really are the epitome of assfuckery garbage on two legs
i really can't tell if another big depressive episode is coming or if it's a meltdown
either way, i'm feeling like shit
either way, i'm feeling like shit
July 14, 2025 at 3:47 PM
i really can't tell if another big depressive episode is coming or if it's a meltdown
either way, i'm feeling like shit
either way, i'm feeling like shit
the more i think about some past relationships the more slap-in-the-face red flags i notice. things that made me uncomfortable in the situation and absolutely livid when thinking about them now.
i really try to see where i did things wrong but damn, sometimes it really IS just the other person
i really try to see where i did things wrong but damn, sometimes it really IS just the other person
July 11, 2025 at 10:05 PM
the more i think about some past relationships the more slap-in-the-face red flags i notice. things that made me uncomfortable in the situation and absolutely livid when thinking about them now.
i really try to see where i did things wrong but damn, sometimes it really IS just the other person
i really try to see where i did things wrong but damn, sometimes it really IS just the other person
just sent a message to someone from nearly 10 years ago. not a friend, but someone (at that time) important. more or less important to my whole history.
i've thought about contacting them a lot but never found a way to do so. that changed yesterday.
thanks to a dearie (👀) i've actually done it.
i've thought about contacting them a lot but never found a way to do so. that changed yesterday.
thanks to a dearie (👀) i've actually done it.
July 4, 2025 at 10:36 PM
just sent a message to someone from nearly 10 years ago. not a friend, but someone (at that time) important. more or less important to my whole history.
i've thought about contacting them a lot but never found a way to do so. that changed yesterday.
thanks to a dearie (👀) i've actually done it.
i've thought about contacting them a lot but never found a way to do so. that changed yesterday.
thanks to a dearie (👀) i've actually done it.
CN Abuse
told my mom AGAIN that what her family does to me is straight up abuse. all of it.
one of the most fucked-up things her mother said to me was (regarding my father abusing me for almost all of my life): "well, WE didn't have a problem with him so why should we care?"
yeah. right.
told my mom AGAIN that what her family does to me is straight up abuse. all of it.
one of the most fucked-up things her mother said to me was (regarding my father abusing me for almost all of my life): "well, WE didn't have a problem with him so why should we care?"
yeah. right.
June 29, 2025 at 8:32 PM
CN Abuse
told my mom AGAIN that what her family does to me is straight up abuse. all of it.
one of the most fucked-up things her mother said to me was (regarding my father abusing me for almost all of my life): "well, WE didn't have a problem with him so why should we care?"
yeah. right.
told my mom AGAIN that what her family does to me is straight up abuse. all of it.
one of the most fucked-up things her mother said to me was (regarding my father abusing me for almost all of my life): "well, WE didn't have a problem with him so why should we care?"
yeah. right.
it feels like trying to move through quicksand. everything is mentally draining me rn.
my physical health got its first massive blow 1½ years ago, the second one in february. since then it's been going downhill.
my physical health got its first massive blow 1½ years ago, the second one in february. since then it's been going downhill.
June 25, 2025 at 8:41 PM
it feels like trying to move through quicksand. everything is mentally draining me rn.
my physical health got its first massive blow 1½ years ago, the second one in february. since then it's been going downhill.
my physical health got its first massive blow 1½ years ago, the second one in february. since then it's been going downhill.
seeing my biggest bullies becoming parents is so ridiculous and batshit istg
no. i will never forgive them for what they've done. and yes, i absolutely hate that they get to live such simple lives while they destroyed mine.
i hope their children grow up safe and loved. i really do.
no. i will never forgive them for what they've done. and yes, i absolutely hate that they get to live such simple lives while they destroyed mine.
i hope their children grow up safe and loved. i really do.
June 20, 2025 at 10:09 PM
seeing my biggest bullies becoming parents is so ridiculous and batshit istg
no. i will never forgive them for what they've done. and yes, i absolutely hate that they get to live such simple lives while they destroyed mine.
i hope their children grow up safe and loved. i really do.
no. i will never forgive them for what they've done. and yes, i absolutely hate that they get to live such simple lives while they destroyed mine.
i hope their children grow up safe and loved. i really do.
Reposted by baby bird
transition care for trans people is life saving healthcare. the only regret with my transition is that i didn’t start when i was younger. fuck everyone who is cheering on the destruction legal trans healthcare, and fuck those indifferent to it
June 18, 2025 at 4:45 PM
transition care for trans people is life saving healthcare. the only regret with my transition is that i didn’t start when i was younger. fuck everyone who is cheering on the destruction legal trans healthcare, and fuck those indifferent to it
CN ED Weight
i have had my ed for most of my life. still do, still struggling and suffering. there's better days and there's really bad days. it's been visible and i've talked about it.
so imaging my rage and hurt when people act like that's news to them. NO.
i have had my ed for most of my life. still do, still struggling and suffering. there's better days and there's really bad days. it's been visible and i've talked about it.
so imaging my rage and hurt when people act like that's news to them. NO.
June 19, 2025 at 12:34 PM
CN ED Weight
i have had my ed for most of my life. still do, still struggling and suffering. there's better days and there's really bad days. it's been visible and i've talked about it.
so imaging my rage and hurt when people act like that's news to them. NO.
i have had my ed for most of my life. still do, still struggling and suffering. there's better days and there's really bad days. it's been visible and i've talked about it.
so imaging my rage and hurt when people act like that's news to them. NO.
taking bets on how long i can avoid making an appointment with my doctor
June 11, 2025 at 9:05 PM
taking bets on how long i can avoid making an appointment with my doctor
still not sure if i am the "problem" rn or if other people are just incredibly annoying
June 5, 2025 at 11:53 AM
still not sure if i am the "problem" rn or if other people are just incredibly annoying
i'm so drained and tired
not necessarily physically but mentally
constantly overwhelmed & overstimulated & meltdown-y
i am an absolute pain in the ass to be around lately, i'm so sorry
not necessarily physically but mentally
constantly overwhelmed & overstimulated & meltdown-y
i am an absolute pain in the ass to be around lately, i'm so sorry
June 1, 2025 at 8:23 PM
i'm so drained and tired
not necessarily physically but mentally
constantly overwhelmed & overstimulated & meltdown-y
i am an absolute pain in the ass to be around lately, i'm so sorry
not necessarily physically but mentally
constantly overwhelmed & overstimulated & meltdown-y
i am an absolute pain in the ass to be around lately, i'm so sorry
happy pride month
now it's rainbow depression instead of regular depression, yay!!
now it's rainbow depression instead of regular depression, yay!!
June 1, 2025 at 2:32 PM
happy pride month
now it's rainbow depression instead of regular depression, yay!!
now it's rainbow depression instead of regular depression, yay!!
oh my FUCKING god could my brain please shut the fuck up
June 1, 2025 at 12:27 AM
oh my FUCKING god could my brain please shut the fuck up
been to some kind of bbq work thingy thing and was like "damn, i have to be somewhat presentable as to not leave a bad impression immediately"
then got offered every single drug on god's green earth after being there for about an hour
then got offered every single drug on god's green earth after being there for about an hour
May 31, 2025 at 11:11 PM
been to some kind of bbq work thingy thing and was like "damn, i have to be somewhat presentable as to not leave a bad impression immediately"
then got offered every single drug on god's green earth after being there for about an hour
then got offered every single drug on god's green earth after being there for about an hour
my social battery is screaming crying throwing up
May 31, 2025 at 3:22 PM
my social battery is screaming crying throwing up
that specific person should really hope to never meet me again
not as in "i wanna punch them"
but i know i wouldn't be able to contain myself or hold myself back
how can 1 person be so absolutely disgusting & manipulating
i'm fuming
not as in "i wanna punch them"
but i know i wouldn't be able to contain myself or hold myself back
how can 1 person be so absolutely disgusting & manipulating
i'm fuming
whyyyyyy can't there be a day without some bullshit drama
i just wanna live ffs 😭
i just wanna live ffs 😭
May 30, 2025 at 9:50 PM
that specific person should really hope to never meet me again
not as in "i wanna punch them"
but i know i wouldn't be able to contain myself or hold myself back
how can 1 person be so absolutely disgusting & manipulating
i'm fuming
not as in "i wanna punch them"
but i know i wouldn't be able to contain myself or hold myself back
how can 1 person be so absolutely disgusting & manipulating
i'm fuming
whyyyyyy can't there be a day without some bullshit drama
i just wanna live ffs 😭
i just wanna live ffs 😭
May 30, 2025 at 9:09 PM
whyyyyyy can't there be a day without some bullshit drama
i just wanna live ffs 😭
i just wanna live ffs 😭
love me my long-distance friendships cause those people ACTUALLY manage to meet up w/ me when we have something planned jfc
May 30, 2025 at 2:56 PM
love me my long-distance friendships cause those people ACTUALLY manage to meet up w/ me when we have something planned jfc
kinda funny how every goddamn year some family members forget my birthday
May 29, 2025 at 9:27 PM
kinda funny how every goddamn year some family members forget my birthday