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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · 17d

really proud of you! it's sad how predatory and/or entitled some clients are in the art industry but i'm glad you had the courage to stand up to them!

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · 20d

really glad c:

𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · 20d

for @mysteriouskaos.com

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · 24d

the scaling looks logarithmic, might be a audio hardware/software sync thing. i did find someone having the same issue but no answer as to why, but it might have to do with your drivers for sure.

learn.microsoft.com/en-us/answer...

Disable additional Audio Device Properties Levels Slider - Microsoft Q&A

I have recently seen a new slider show up in the "Levels" tab of my audio device properties. This levels slider is called "Main Volume". This slider adjusts in real time with the actual volume slider ...

learn.microsoft.com

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · 24d

have you tried reinstalling the sound drivers, and are you using any sort of audio interface? also, if drag them to 0 or 100 do they then end up in sync?

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 26

i've personally found its partially the other person's observation skills and their energy to give detailed constructive feedback, but also being specific about what you're aiming for and any specific thing you'd like feedback on. sometimes just asking for it in calls gets you more solid feedback!

𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 24

thank u swerveee

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 24

for guajo ft. @mudkipper.art

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 15

i'm also aware it’s harder since you’re well known in communities, which can make it more difficult to meet people who are genuine and not just interested in your public identity. but i'm sure you'll find someone dude, genuinely hope the best for you. just wanted to share my experience of it all.

𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 15

then perhaps continue the search for a group or a person that better clicks with you. i am aware you're tired at this point and you might have tried many times, but i think a non-zero chance of something is still a chance. (but remember it is a two-way road when building relationships)

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 15

at the same time you definitely do eventually need a supportive group or a person that empathises with/ understands you and gives you the right feedback. it has to be the right people. you might want to take a break from all socials and recharge, even if that might be hard in your irl situation.

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 15

i think you rely a bit too much on self-validation mechanisms solely depending on how people perceive you and judge you. there needs to be a balance. sometimes you have to accept that you can't rely on people to get things done or meet your criteria and building yourself comes first.

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Aug 6

might also be worth trying a different wifi connection (or mobile data) on your pc, see if you have the same problem. could be that your isp is using some sort of cloud vm service to route traffic, or your ip is getting miscategorised as a cloud vm ip somehow. try a diffrent dns too just to be sure.

𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Jul 26

there isn't a lot i can say with a simple few posts, if you ever wanna talk about it more, i'd be down. but otherwise i hope you can find the right people that can inspire you and support you through this.

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Jul 26

at the same time, i know you can’t do this alone; my best moments have been trying to make an impact together with people, working on projects together, and so forth. so i hope you can find the right people, you don’t have to be struggling and suffering alone…

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Jul 26

what i’ve personally found is that it kinda is about finding the right people, like you’ve said. but even if you do find ‘the one’ or 'the group' of friends that’s perfect for you, your self-doubt ends up pushing you away anyway... feelings of inadequacy or lack of clarity overwhelm you

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𝖿𝗂𝗓𝗓 @fizzymatter.com · Jul 26

sorry to hear, squishy. i understand it’s really hard for you right now. you’ve tried so many things, but nothing has led you to feel content so far, and you struggle with identity. i can relate to it a lot.

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