Trick question, nobody has ever fucking asked me how I was doing- AND actually listened to me. I wish I could tell my brothers to suck it the fuck up and move on, just like me. But instead I'll sacrifice the literal 6 hours a week I get to draw (my only hobby) to be there and comfort them...

And the best part is I get to deal with my boyfriend constantly being confused and annoyed becuz I'm always irritable and highly emotional and never ever considering I am deeply sleepy deprived and have been for almost 3 straight years

Like I know I'm always struggling with my mental health and nobody should have to walk on egg shells around me, I hate myself I wish I could just feel nothing and be nothing so everyone could be happy with me