Why is it so hard for humans to stop picking on differences and "not like me", instead of acknowledging, that once you rip off the skin, our bodies and blood looks the same.
Children don't divide in colours, religion or gender, if they are not educated that way.
They decide on "nice" and "not nice"

..."are you visiting home?", when I say, I go on vacation in Germany.

You cannot get it out of the head of people, that being German is more than the colour of your skin, although it's less unusual, that Americans all come in different looks.

But they are trying to erase that, too.

And I even get racism from Germans in JAPAN, where I "fit the look" and people approach my white friend, because she speaks German with me, then turn to me and ask "and why do YOU speak German so well?"

Of course the mean no harm by that. They never do. Not even when they ask...

When I visit another city, even or especially within Germany, people talk behind my back, because they think, I cannot understand them.
They speak to me in English and it's funny, how they continue to do so with a bewildered look, after I replied in GERMAN.

...than the average amount of Asian childhood trauma. And also the racism I had to and still have to laugh off every day. To this day!

People forget that the SECOND I step out of my work bubble, as soon as I step foot on the street, I am not viewed as German.

Suddenly I am just Asian.

...put SA in marriage under prosecution will absolutley NOT use me or any other woman as an excuse to be an asshole of history.

...their sweet peace with no stupid idiots around and people who don't care about other people suffering?

How do you guys sleep at night?

Never mind. Karma will fix it.

How can people be so cruel to one another?
It's the lack of empathy and humanity, yes, but still.
I don't consider myself a fan of people, but I would never REALLY start killing them off the planet or even worse: torture them to death.
Is this the difference between being a person, who wants...

...layer by layer.

I asked the universe for clarity so often and now that I can see so many more things and patterns and a bunch more of the ugly face of captilism and people upholding it...I feel more helpless and small than ever

Being new to this whole spiritual and human journey, of course I thought there would be one massive BOOM, Sailor Saturn style and after that humanity would start over new.

But alas, no, that's not how it works.

It's many explosions all over the planet and revelation of the unbelievable truth...

I like "blinks" or "glimpses" ^-^

What?? T_T dem schmeißen wir Dreck vor die Tür!

Childhood!! 🩷✨

My RAGE, not face XDDDD

...inner dark side, that takes over temporarily far too often for my liking. But I am still learning and gathering stamina, stumbling through my inner landscape to find the truth.

...my mentors say, that I am not meant to be the warrior, though my face tells me otherwise.
People like me are supposed to hold up the light, share knowledge, give comfort, uphold hope and and shift negative energy to positive energy.

I often doubted myself, if I am fit to fight my...

And it makes me mad, sad, helpless, but not afraid.
Fear is tyrannies biggest tool, isn't it?

I learned, I cannot control, what happens, nor can I prevent it from happening.
I can only control, how I react to it.

I always wondered, if I shouldn't be taking action of some sort, but....

...and point out the bigger picture, that I so eagerly tried to figure out piece by piece.

Now I start to understand how the media I consumed so far all caught my attention, because they showed similar patterns and topics and while I always thought "nah, it's just fiction": it wasn't.

It isn't.