i feel like a different person

everyone is scared to sleep

feeling like you're trapped in a box is good. The box is good it feels good maybe I don't want to leave the box. Maybe outside the box is scary and I can't take it so at least I can deal with what I know

crying and repeating the same idea at the same stimuli for 2 hours straight is normal

Tiiiny bit

She was making me go fucking feral. She was amazing to hear whimper and whine

Dnbsbsgddhvdf hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi

Very proud of myself. I did that. Wow.

Also got to go crazy on the cutest girldick
Kinda wish i coulda made her finish

Next time can't come soon enough, I live for being afraid and tense in the hands of someone I know I'm safe with. I love being scared out of my mind and being a good little bitch for owner. I love when she growls at me when I whimper and cower, I love it I love it I need it.

Ffuck I'm needy again. I'm so needy I'm so needy I'm so needy

Even getting punished for hiding the clicker or for something else I can't remember. I took owner's spanks like the stupid, pathetic fucking mutt I am,,

And. And I was so good for them
I was such a good puppy for them I tried my best to be brave and obedient and to try new things and every moment was one of intense gratification

They. They were both grinding on me from the front and back at the same time. That was one of my favorite parts, I was losing my mind. They were using me like a fucking toy.

Getting picked up and placed around where I needed to be was very very very very good. I like being handled very much. I like when women get in my grill. I like being told to stop whimpering, I like being put in my place I like being a fucking mess

They were whispering sweet nothings into my ears and i felt like my head was gonna pop. They were both so sweet on me and so fucking hot I didn't know what to do with myself

Awawa aw aaawa