Failure is a part of learning.
Fearing to fail is fearing to understand.
Don't be afraid to work through things so you can be that better person you envision. Look back and see how far you've come and know you are capable in spite of all the struggle and head noise.

Not having the Spoofy makes sense but
not not listening to music?
Brother, existence is musical.
The chaos of life is full of it.

There are so many routes my head could take this concept, ranging from stupid hot to really silly.

Anyway, I'm gonna go roleplay the day as a weird artist creature making funny animal noises in my bedroom wearing mismatched socks and crooked glasses as I forget what I was mad about every 25 seconds.

It's all a big sex-filled costume roleplay passed off as "normal" and no one acknowledges how bizarre it is that no other animal on the planet goes through this much effort to support its halucinations.

And the most fucked up here work hardest to convince everyone else this "normal" is persistent.

Way too many things, and also nothing at all :)