𓆩🪽𝑍𝑖𝑎⋆˙⟡ ౨ৎ
@flutterbymuffinzz.bsky.social
⋆˙⟡౨ৎℎ𝑖, 𝑖’𝑚 𝑍𝑖𝑎, 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒’𝑠 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑔𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟! ⋆˙⟡ ౨ৎ♡♛𝑖’𝑚 𝑎 𝑏𝑟𝑎𝑡 ’𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑠𝑛𝑎𝑝♛♡ 💜❤️NEVERLAND❤️💜💜🩷❤️FθRΣVΣR💜🩷❤️
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Pinned
I’m not doing an intro you can’t make me #caterpillarsky I’m 22yo and short af blah blah blah let’s be friends
Aaaaa ok so the mystery 💊s I was taking weren’t anything to worry abt its just another form of peppermint capsules holy shit thank god it wasn’t actually the lax I thought it was
January 21, 2026 at 3:44 AM
Aaaaa ok so the mystery 💊s I was taking weren’t anything to worry abt its just another form of peppermint capsules holy shit thank god it wasn’t actually the lax I thought it was
Shredded philly steak with added mushrooms, sweet onion (only one we eat), and green chile bc duhh have you met me lol
Trying to tell myself this with half a peanut butter oatmeal bar and strawberry yogurt thingies aren’t worth taking lax over bc my body probably needs the nutrients rn
Trying to tell myself this with half a peanut butter oatmeal bar and strawberry yogurt thingies aren’t worth taking lax over bc my body probably needs the nutrients rn
January 21, 2026 at 3:00 AM
Shredded philly steak with added mushrooms, sweet onion (only one we eat), and green chile bc duhh have you met me lol
Trying to tell myself this with half a peanut butter oatmeal bar and strawberry yogurt thingies aren’t worth taking lax over bc my body probably needs the nutrients rn
Trying to tell myself this with half a peanut butter oatmeal bar and strawberry yogurt thingies aren’t worth taking lax over bc my body probably needs the nutrients rn
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑧𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑚𝑎𝑠🩷✿
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 10-12 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 10-12 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘
January 21, 2026 at 1:27 AM
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑧𝑦 𝑠𝑒𝑡 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑚𝑎𝑠🩷✿
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 10-12 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑘𝑖𝑑𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 10-12 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘
Sooo umm
I lied😅
Mom said rest of the meat will go bad if we don’t eat it like yesterday so hahahaha tearing into those new lax thingies bc if there’s no point going to the 3r who gaf
Zia gonna play a little Russian roulette in the name of not wasting food
I lied😅
Mom said rest of the meat will go bad if we don’t eat it like yesterday so hahahaha tearing into those new lax thingies bc if there’s no point going to the 3r who gaf
Zia gonna play a little Russian roulette in the name of not wasting food
Idc im too tired to worry abt if the steak I wolfed down was more than one piece way over the limit bc that would definitely result in me swallowing both boxes of new lax on my desk… think I might hide those from myself rn just like for a few days🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙉🙉🙉🙈🙈🙈
January 21, 2026 at 1:15 AM
Sooo umm
I lied😅
Mom said rest of the meat will go bad if we don’t eat it like yesterday so hahahaha tearing into those new lax thingies bc if there’s no point going to the 3r who gaf
Zia gonna play a little Russian roulette in the name of not wasting food
I lied😅
Mom said rest of the meat will go bad if we don’t eat it like yesterday so hahahaha tearing into those new lax thingies bc if there’s no point going to the 3r who gaf
Zia gonna play a little Russian roulette in the name of not wasting food
Changing my @ I don’t want to be recognized for chronic dissociation daydreaming anymore it’s not romanticizable at all on any level❤️🩹🖤
January 20, 2026 at 8:59 PM
Changing my @ I don’t want to be recognized for chronic dissociation daydreaming anymore it’s not romanticizable at all on any level❤️🩹🖤
Idc im too tired to worry abt if the steak I wolfed down was more than one piece way over the limit bc that would definitely result in me swallowing both boxes of new lax on my desk… think I might hide those from myself rn just like for a few days🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙉🙉🙉🙈🙈🙈
January 20, 2026 at 8:33 PM
Idc im too tired to worry abt if the steak I wolfed down was more than one piece way over the limit bc that would definitely result in me swallowing both boxes of new lax on my desk… think I might hide those from myself rn just like for a few days🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️🙉🙉🙉🙈🙈🙈
Mom gave me lax and a steak as a peace offering
Ykw I’m
Home now I’m gonna lay down and dye it’s whatever man
Ykw I’m
Home now I’m gonna lay down and dye it’s whatever man
January 20, 2026 at 8:21 PM
Mom gave me lax and a steak as a peace offering
Ykw I’m
Home now I’m gonna lay down and dye it’s whatever man
Ykw I’m
Home now I’m gonna lay down and dye it’s whatever man
I forgot how much perfume hurts when it touches fresh $cr4tch3$ holy shit
January 20, 2026 at 5:47 PM
I forgot how much perfume hurts when it touches fresh $cr4tch3$ holy shit
Yeah so she fully dismissed anything is wrong once she saw me up lmfao we riding out this one I done lost my chances
Atp it’s whatever I’m just gonna carry on as normal until I kiss the ground somewhere
Atp it’s whatever I’m just gonna carry on as normal until I kiss the ground somewhere
Let’s play how long does Zia ride out the waves of nausea and delirium and body shakes before mom decides it’s at least urgent care time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
January 20, 2026 at 5:42 PM
Yeah so she fully dismissed anything is wrong once she saw me up lmfao we riding out this one I done lost my chances
Atp it’s whatever I’m just gonna carry on as normal until I kiss the ground somewhere
Atp it’s whatever I’m just gonna carry on as normal until I kiss the ground somewhere
Finally posted on ig after not posting for months 😭 just to say I did bc the fit is cute enough
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑣 𝑏𝑐 𝑖𝑑𝑐 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑛, 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟
January 20, 2026 at 5:36 PM
Finally posted on ig after not posting for months 😭 just to say I did bc the fit is cute enough
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑣 𝑏𝑐 𝑖𝑑𝑐 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑛, 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟
January 20, 2026 at 5:22 PM
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑣 𝑏𝑐 𝑖𝑑𝑐 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑛, 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟
Watching h2o before class bc I think my life would be infinitely better if I was a mermaid 🧜🏽♀️
January 20, 2026 at 3:50 PM
Watching h2o before class bc I think my life would be infinitely better if I was a mermaid 🧜🏽♀️
Going on almost 16h I’ve been called dramatic
But she’s the one crying over it bruh
But she’s the one crying over it bruh
Let’s play how long does Zia ride out the waves of nausea and delirium and body shakes before mom decides it’s at least urgent care time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
January 20, 2026 at 2:35 PM
Going on almost 16h I’ve been called dramatic
But she’s the one crying over it bruh
But she’s the one crying over it bruh
Throwback to early Jan 2025 smth similar happened and she and my sister didn’t want me to go in at the risk of being admitted bc classes were starting soon
Mom did take me
Mom did take me
You’d think since it’s literally her fault if anything bad happens like either way it’s on her for not allowing me medical attention she would take me to be seen but tf is the point I guess if she’ll just lie to them anyway abt my symptoms
January 20, 2026 at 2:29 PM
Throwback to early Jan 2025 smth similar happened and she and my sister didn’t want me to go in at the risk of being admitted bc classes were starting soon
Mom did take me
Mom did take me
She expects an apology from me, still pouting and crying like I deeply hurt her by feeling terrible oh ok but I told you to dye the other day and you just shrugged it off ok lady 🙄
Tbf I tell her to dye all the time but still smh stop acting like a fucking child at your big 50yo age
Tbf I tell her to dye all the time but still smh stop acting like a fucking child at your big 50yo age
Mom is mad at me for not feeling better after liquid iv like pissed I don’t feel good enough to go on campus tomorrow without smth bad happening like tbh I think I will just in hopes it fucking kllls me fr im tired of having my medical issues brushed off bc lack of fucking optimistic positivity
January 20, 2026 at 2:24 PM
She expects an apology from me, still pouting and crying like I deeply hurt her by feeling terrible oh ok but I told you to dye the other day and you just shrugged it off ok lady 🙄
Tbf I tell her to dye all the time but still smh stop acting like a fucking child at your big 50yo age
Tbf I tell her to dye all the time but still smh stop acting like a fucking child at your big 50yo age
I don’t understand how I gained this much in such a short period wtf
January 20, 2026 at 2:06 PM
I don’t understand how I gained this much in such a short period wtf
Bc why would I need to feel like significantly worse after re lap sing in $/h 😹😹😹😹😹😹
Shitty quality fit for the day I’ve actually stretched out my sister’s old 🦴$p0 skinni clothes sm🖤🖤
Idfc I hate life idc if it looks bad I just want to lay down and dye
Shitty quality fit for the day I’ve actually stretched out my sister’s old 🦴$p0 skinni clothes sm🖤🖤
Idfc I hate life idc if it looks bad I just want to lay down and dye
January 20, 2026 at 1:42 PM
Bc why would I need to feel like significantly worse after re lap sing in $/h 😹😹😹😹😹😹
Shitty quality fit for the day I’ve actually stretched out my sister’s old 🦴$p0 skinni clothes sm🖤🖤
Idfc I hate life idc if it looks bad I just want to lay down and dye
Shitty quality fit for the day I’ve actually stretched out my sister’s old 🦴$p0 skinni clothes sm🖤🖤
Idfc I hate life idc if it looks bad I just want to lay down and dye
Guys I’m not fucking around I just ate smth for blood sugar purposes i immediately feel sm worse i have to start getting ready in like 30min bc mom won’t allow me to miss day 1 of classes or “make a scene in front of my brother” calling an ambulance
January 20, 2026 at 10:59 AM
Guys I’m not fucking around I just ate smth for blood sugar purposes i immediately feel sm worse i have to start getting ready in like 30min bc mom won’t allow me to miss day 1 of classes or “make a scene in front of my brother” calling an ambulance
Mom is mad at me for not feeling better after liquid iv like pissed I don’t feel good enough to go on campus tomorrow without smth bad happening like tbh I think I will just in hopes it fucking kllls me fr im tired of having my medical issues brushed off bc lack of fucking optimistic positivity
January 20, 2026 at 2:13 AM
Mom is mad at me for not feeling better after liquid iv like pissed I don’t feel good enough to go on campus tomorrow without smth bad happening like tbh I think I will just in hopes it fucking kllls me fr im tired of having my medical issues brushed off bc lack of fucking optimistic positivity
Let’s play how long does Zia ride out the waves of nausea and delirium and body shakes before mom decides it’s at least urgent care time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
January 20, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Let’s play how long does Zia ride out the waves of nausea and delirium and body shakes before mom decides it’s at least urgent care time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
Going on almost 4h of liquid iv not doing shit
I can feel myself fading again I’m gonna go pass out hopeful one more time
I need the er rn like deadass I’m not doing well but my mom won’t take me
January 19, 2026 at 11:55 PM
I need the er rn like deadass I’m not doing well but my mom won’t take me
Reposted by 𓆩🪽𝑍𝑖𝑎⋆˙⟡ ౨ৎ
Kikyo my beloved </3
a girl in a kimono is standing in front of a full moon
Alt: a girl in a kimono is standing in front of a full moon (Kikyo from the anime inuyasha)
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January 19, 2026 at 9:35 PM
Kikyo my beloved </3
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑐𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑜𝑘
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑜𝑘
January 19, 2026 at 8:01 PM
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑐𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑜𝑘
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑜 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑜𝑘
⋆˙⟡୨ৎ 𝑛𝑔𝑙 𝑖𝑛ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛𝑠 𝑖 𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑒/𝑑𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 17 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑟𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑙 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟’𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑢𝑚𝑚 𝑖 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑖𝑡❤️🩹🖤 𝑒𝑠𝑝 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑚 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑛𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑒/𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑜💔💔
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