I dont think this is normal um

which somehow got me interested into economy so now im doing a big school project that combines the two and is absolutely above my current skill level...?

There is an even worse meaning of this abbreviation and it comes from nothing else than fandom shipping.. Knowing that, Duke Nukem Forever sounds actually kinda cool!

The thing is, I really want to improve myself but getting feedback is simultaneously used by my brain to look to remind me how bad I am. Oh god, this platform made me realize stuff :D

This is a great approach that I honestly struggle with too, It was literally yesterday that I've realised that while I value and look for getting feedback on my code, I usually seek it for the sake of putting myself down, and not appreciating where I am at all.

I took normal looking human-readable websites for granted until now.

( -unless you want to get second hand embarassment.)

I was in need of a place to nerd out without annoying the hell out of people and especially those with similar interests (last warning)

Thats it! In the worst case that my classmate found this um shit? hi? <3 ?