kneading at my fucking calf like a damn cat, holy fucking shit everything hurts

iiiii don’t remember how long i’m supposed to wait between taking my stupid painkiller but oh boy do i have a Lot Of Pain To Kill

woke up in pain at like. 9 smth, took some painkillers, used a heating pad for a bit, then went back to bed for like. three hours

woke up again at like 12 and i finally made it to my desk after doing my morning routine (very slowly) (in agony)

if i end up having another two week long period when im supposed to do stuff this weekend, i might actually kill someone, this BETTER FUCKING END BEFORE SATURDAY

rough start to my day (i feel like a total fucking idiot, idk why my family asks me to do anything as if i’m a competent human being)

and like, hell, i Could have figured smth else out for the wig if i hadn’t already started styling it for that fuckass haircut-