Formidable Poe
@formidablepoe.bsky.social
Stuck in the bad timeline. Mourn Watch, always.
I look like a goddamn poodle. Idk how long wolf cut turned into this terrible 80s perm shit, with no defined layers other than "Short". Its devastating. Im doing my best to try and fix it, but Im very unhappy.
May 10, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I look like a goddamn poodle. Idk how long wolf cut turned into this terrible 80s perm shit, with no defined layers other than "Short". Its devastating. Im doing my best to try and fix it, but Im very unhappy.
My hair was to my lower back. Went to get a haircut, specifically a long wolf cut. I explained my hair is very curly but shrinks when cut, and to leave the length. The stylist said it would be a bit below my shoulders, and any longer wouldn't be the same cut.
Its awful now. Above my shoulders.
Its awful now. Above my shoulders.
May 10, 2025 at 10:11 PM
My hair was to my lower back. Went to get a haircut, specifically a long wolf cut. I explained my hair is very curly but shrinks when cut, and to leave the length. The stylist said it would be a bit below my shoulders, and any longer wouldn't be the same cut.
Its awful now. Above my shoulders.
Its awful now. Above my shoulders.
Today's mood: Even In Arcadia, on a loop.
May 9, 2025 at 8:51 PM
Today's mood: Even In Arcadia, on a loop.
Sherwood was a fantastic season. I definitely feel a sense of loss without it. Otherwise, Im just barely floating through, mentally and emotionally. Im fighting the urge to disappear.
May 7, 2025 at 6:08 PM
Sherwood was a fantastic season. I definitely feel a sense of loss without it. Otherwise, Im just barely floating through, mentally and emotionally. Im fighting the urge to disappear.
I'm starting to feel like there is no place for me.
April 8, 2025 at 6:21 AM
I'm starting to feel like there is no place for me.
I'm doing my best to stay... but somedays are harder than others. Today is hard.
April 3, 2025 at 5:25 PM
I'm doing my best to stay... but somedays are harder than others. Today is hard.
I wish I had someone I could really talk to about all this stuff going on in my head and my life.
March 17, 2025 at 4:53 PM
I wish I had someone I could really talk to about all this stuff going on in my head and my life.
Me: Oh yeah, Im definitely asexual. Hate the idea. Ew. Just ew, people.
Then: .... Why is everyone so gorgeous?! I want to know them all.
Then: .... Why is everyone so gorgeous?! I want to know them all.
March 10, 2025 at 3:19 PM
Me: Oh yeah, Im definitely asexual. Hate the idea. Ew. Just ew, people.
Then: .... Why is everyone so gorgeous?! I want to know them all.
Then: .... Why is everyone so gorgeous?! I want to know them all.
When I talked to my wife about stepping back from being masc presenting, (I can get into the what's and why's later) her first question wasn't why, but, "Is there another name you want to go by?"
I don't know yet. I am, as always, evolving. But I appreciate how supportive she is every moment ♡
I don't know yet. I am, as always, evolving. But I appreciate how supportive she is every moment ♡
March 8, 2025 at 1:49 PM
When I talked to my wife about stepping back from being masc presenting, (I can get into the what's and why's later) her first question wasn't why, but, "Is there another name you want to go by?"
I don't know yet. I am, as always, evolving. But I appreciate how supportive she is every moment ♡
I don't know yet. I am, as always, evolving. But I appreciate how supportive she is every moment ♡
Gasoline Lollipops- "Freedom Don't Come Easy" is the song of the year.
February 21, 2025 at 5:53 PM
Gasoline Lollipops- "Freedom Don't Come Easy" is the song of the year.
The thing about transitioning is that it's left me with more questions than answers. I still have so much inward hate. And I still feel lost.
February 18, 2025 at 4:47 PM
The thing about transitioning is that it's left me with more questions than answers. I still have so much inward hate. And I still feel lost.
1 (frozen) Irish coffee, 1 po boy, 2 tiki drinks, 1 frozen rum punch, 6 chargrilled oysters, and a haunted hotel in New Orleaaaaans...
December 28, 2024 at 4:20 AM
1 (frozen) Irish coffee, 1 po boy, 2 tiki drinks, 1 frozen rum punch, 6 chargrilled oysters, and a haunted hotel in New Orleaaaaans...
Another Friday. I struggle between allowing myself to relax, and wanting to be productive.
December 7, 2024 at 3:07 AM
Another Friday. I struggle between allowing myself to relax, and wanting to be productive.
I'm sad I finished my Veilguard game. I may go back and load an earlier save just for more Banter and puzzles.
November 19, 2024 at 8:14 PM
I'm sad I finished my Veilguard game. I may go back and load an earlier save just for more Banter and puzzles.
I would love another few dozen hours of Veilguard gameplay, with more Necropolis time.
November 19, 2024 at 4:38 PM
I would love another few dozen hours of Veilguard gameplay, with more Necropolis time.
Guess the aphasia is back! It's typically stress-induced for me, ever since my brain issue 12-ish years ago, where I lost the ability to speak for a week. Sometimes, I just lose words.
November 18, 2024 at 4:36 PM
Guess the aphasia is back! It's typically stress-induced for me, ever since my brain issue 12-ish years ago, where I lost the ability to speak for a week. Sometimes, I just lose words.
I need to work on my garb for the upcoming Sherwood season, but damn finding motivation. Come on, Whump, show yourself. I need you to be ready.
November 17, 2024 at 8:02 PM
I need to work on my garb for the upcoming Sherwood season, but damn finding motivation. Come on, Whump, show yourself. I need you to be ready.
I have an unhealthy habit of literally putting everyone's well-being ahead of my own so as not to be a problem. Apparently, this also includes video game situations.
November 17, 2024 at 7:53 PM
I have an unhealthy habit of literally putting everyone's well-being ahead of my own so as not to be a problem. Apparently, this also includes video game situations.
Spending $700 on one car and $600 on the other to get them both running isn't what I meant by "sense of normalcy" but here we are.
November 16, 2024 at 7:29 PM
Spending $700 on one car and $600 on the other to get them both running isn't what I meant by "sense of normalcy" but here we are.
[DA: Veilguard] I really hate going to the maze that is Dock Town...
November 16, 2024 at 6:18 AM
[DA: Veilguard] I really hate going to the maze that is Dock Town...
Well, I started my novel early last month with the intention of writing daily this month, but the world being what it is severely crippled my motivation and sense of security. Maybe soon I'll get it back (the motivation part)
November 15, 2024 at 10:02 PM
Well, I started my novel early last month with the intention of writing daily this month, but the world being what it is severely crippled my motivation and sense of security. Maybe soon I'll get it back (the motivation part)
At least the Emmrich story with DA: Veilguard is helping me process thoughts of death and mortality. If the scariest things are somehow easier to digest, maybe I can make it through. If not, maybe there will at least be acceptance.
November 15, 2024 at 4:57 PM
At least the Emmrich story with DA: Veilguard is helping me process thoughts of death and mortality. If the scariest things are somehow easier to digest, maybe I can make it through. If not, maybe there will at least be acceptance.
Well, I guess we're here now
November 15, 2024 at 12:08 AM
Well, I guess we're here now