Crazy! I'm from the Valley! Hi neighbor! haha

Cowichan? like Cowichan Valley??? :O

I’m so hungry.

I look down at my soup.

It’s cold.

Time for a cracker and some water.

I’m still hungry

Breathing exercises and a liter of water shouldn't be needed to eat a single burger or a bowl of soup.

Food shouldn’t be overwhelming to eat, it should be something that I enjoy. But, something in my brain just says No. I beat and bash at the mental barrier.

I don’t hate my body, far from it. I love my fat ass and thick thighs.

So if I love the food, and my body, why can’t I eat? I ask myself this every day, sometimes sobbing over a meal that I should be able to eat.

But I don’t feel compelled to eat. I don’t move. I continue to do my task in front of me, the soup growing cold. I’m so hungry.

I look down at the soup, it’s one of my favorites. I rarely have a hard time eating it. But today something in my brain has put a concrete wall between me and food.

And the fourth and final one (until tomorrow) is a kids room!
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Third is Ranch
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Second is Modern!
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Singing Gyroid in my Soup!
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