Things will get better for everyone, it just sucks feeling like you can’t do anything, you know?

I’ve mostly gotten over it, the night is over and considering everything I have going on irl isn’t affected by this I’m calm. It just sucks seeing my friends hurt so much. I wanna help them but, I can’t exactly do much over the internet.

there are still good people on that team.

Whether it comes back or not, which I doubt it will, I just hope my friends will feel better eventually, and that things will start getting better in February

It’s just that I’ve been a really quiet person for years so tapping into my full range will be hard

mb I was hungry okay………..

context I was playing exe that round and he stunned me as metal. like ok bro

also every time someone misgenders tripwire I die a little inside

-calm even when i lose.

that’s silly.

by the way, nothing happened that made me tweet this, it was just a bit of self reflection I had when sitting in class with a bad stomach today

-in a household where my dad often took his anger out on us a lot in the form of yelling and anger, and every time he did the air would stiffen to such an extreme extent that I was scared to like, breathe.

that also caused me to develop repressed anger issues which is also why I stay so-

feel that

uh huh.

(I will say 0.2 is very much tempting me away from work. thank you outcome memories)

I don’t understand why I’m so aggressive or why I’m so useless I just don’t fucking get it. I can’t even get one thing done