Yeah, sorry, I was in and out of sleep all night. I'm still here, still going I guess, it's just difficult you know 😔

I feel like a burden on my friends because I almost always feel down, my family are terrible with support stuff, and I've not got any support groups or anything... I'm really lost

I know my life doesn't improve unless I put in the work for it and all that, but that step is so far out of reach it is unbelievable. I can't go on just seeing everything out of reach. At this point, just take me out and relieve the strain on the world I guess...

Ahhhh Rowan, I've missed this since you left the other place 😂