Heaven is not our reward for following rules. Heaven is our truest state of being. Ego sum Deus. We have only to remember it, and choose to live within it. Relentlessly, amidst all distraction, remember.

Ain’t no separation. Christ is me and I am Christ. My personal cosmic dementia doesn’t change this fact.

You are Gods, sons of the Most High, all of you” (Psalm 82:6). “Aham Brahmasmi”: I am the ultimate reality. I am certain the Christ understood this. Why else would he be recorded as saying, “you will realize that I am in [God], and you are in me, and I am in you.”

That’s ok. Not everyone is ready to wrestle with their Godness, to be simultaneously enthroned and hip-checked. I felt that too. But the longer I sit with it, the more I’m comforted. I can handle whatever comes my way, no matter how hard or excruciating it feels.

I can no longer expect a savior to rescue me from my choices here. I have to set about remembering my own freedom and power, my unlimitedness. People get creeped out. “I would never choose this, they protest.

I’m convinced that people dislike this truth, religious people especially, because it forces us to take responsibility for our experiences here. If I am God, I can no longer blame my circumstances on something external to myself, a scapegoat.

Nah. My Human just forgot for a while. It got distracted by certain conditions here that are designed for high drama, to overwhelm, to provoke, ultimately to teach. A cosmic game of hide-and-seek plus cops-and-robbers. It’s not just kids who learn by play.

And what gets in the way of this, here in 3D Earth Reality? Is it God choosing to withhold Godself from reigning freely in me? lol how silly. How can God return somewhere They never left?

When we get this, it changes everything - how we approach life, relationships, judgements, “hardships,” time, conditions, politics, EVERYTHING. Because we understand that the goodness power and love are not external to us; they are our highest truth.

I am God experiencing life as a distractible human, one prone to forgetting the Truth of Herself. And the name of the game here, the Game Changer, is LEARNING TO REMEMBER. Becoming so devoted and plugged in to remembrance of my true self, that eventually, with practice, I no longer forget.

I am God experiencing emotion.
I am God experiencing negativity.
I am all possibilities experiencing “impossibility.”
I am God practicing apologies.

I am God here temporarily experiencing what fallibility feels like.
I am God experiencing duality.
I am God experiencing Limitation.
I am God experiencing what humanity judges to be error.

...God exploring aspects of imagination, like war, duality, and separation, which can’t be experienced anywhere else. Im not just an echo, an image of God. My True Self is inextricable from God.

I’ve been saying for awhile now: Imago Dei was a good start, but it only gets me so far. It’s not enough. I’ve moved on to Ego Sum Deus. I am God. I am a fractal of God embodied in 3D Earth plane, God experiencing Godself.

Rather, I understand now that I relax into my True Nature and Beingness.

It’s not that it’s the wrong goal; to be surrendered to my True Self, Highest Wisdom, the most enlightened version, the most connected to Divinity, is actually my goal. But it’s not an external deity who rushes in to assert control.

Why would I beg God-Universe-Source to do something She does innately by way of me being inextricable from Her? Who gets in the way of the Flow of Source’s love and power? Is it God? Is it my True Self, hidden as She is, “with Christ in God” ? Pssht, no.

I chuckled to myself about what my mind had coughed up: An old, obsolete program of farming out my True Nature, Power, Love, Wisdom, Responsibility - everything, you name it - to an external and separate entity believed to require constant deference and ego-stroking, packaged and sold as “worship.”

And I thought: From what forgotten brain cubby did this dusty relic emerge?