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Freakaz01d
@freakaz01d11.bsky.social
Just Ramblings of an overthinker who's trying to love himself.
https://twitch.tv/therealfreakazoid11?desktop-redirect=true
Vent user : @KingSarcasm
1000s of thoughts running through my mind. Do I shutup and listen through their extremist rants and opinions? Or do I speak up and risk being shutdown or guilt tripped into the fantasy of hell? What stance do i take? Do I show my true self to my family?Or do I show the same person I have beenshowing
December 8, 2025 at 11:14 PM
I am flying home on Thursday after 1 year and 8 months. I am not prepared for this. I am freaking the fuck out. I am so scared and anxious guys. Fuck
December 8, 2025 at 11:13 PM
It suits you!!!
December 8, 2025 at 11:08 PM
What if people don't enjoy when I show interest 🥲

That's a good question, I dont regulate myself 😅 or atleast I try to, and nothing works
December 8, 2025 at 11:06 PM
The simple question : "What are your plans for the holidays?"

Bros I am so incompetent and so scared and I am so definitely going to die alone at this point
December 5, 2025 at 4:48 PM
This is so cool what
December 5, 2025 at 4:43 PM
Hahaha literally what ive been debating myself about for the last 6 months. Who gets to decide what love is? Is it the giver, or reciever? Who gets to determine there is love? It's not an objective emotion at all.

And isknowing you're loved really the same as feeling loved? Does that determine it?
December 5, 2025 at 4:42 PM
Bahaha I've been through a phase of green day this year and I started listening to their old songs on repeattt
December 5, 2025 at 4:39 PM
This is adorable 😭
December 5, 2025 at 10:31 AM
Not the doom eternal soundtrack in 2nd place 😭 cultist base is an actual banger
December 5, 2025 at 12:37 AM
I would unfriend you for being a cheesecake hater but your well wishes melted by heart and you are unfortunately now my best friend
December 5, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I want cheesecake
December 3, 2025 at 1:19 PM
🫂🫂🫂
December 3, 2025 at 1:18 PM
I kept procrastinating on this decision and it took over my day at work lol. Im sorry you can relate though :(
December 2, 2025 at 11:12 PM
Youre welcomeeee 🫶🫶
December 2, 2025 at 6:29 PM
Fank yew fren 🥺🫶
December 2, 2025 at 6:27 PM
I just dont want to be in that position and I also feel guilty bc he spent a lot on me and I wanna help him
December 2, 2025 at 11:49 AM
Does it make sense that im like this because my dad never invested nor bought property cause he always spent his money on his kids (me included and I love him for that) but rn he's in a shit position bc of no work for 2 years and he has no investments/real estate to fall back on
December 2, 2025 at 11:49 AM
If youre ever feeling uncomfy or confused about a new place know that you'll always belong on bsky oomfie 🥺🫶
December 2, 2025 at 11:46 AM