oh my goodness pleease do outer wilds i beg you

in a sex repulsed state so you might not see art like that for a while unless its comm related. hm, rant over? i dont know, dont feel like half of that made sense but im so exhausted i need to just. be devoid of interaction for a week

not that its their fault at all they make me feel very safe but at times these feelings take over and i feel like i trust no one at all. all i see are past abusers and i wish healing was easier.

I was gonna do more sketches for this account this week but with everything thats happened recently im -

its mainly just hypersexuality honestly, just that part of me that gets so disgusted by itself that itd want to shut itself away from everyone and everything when i feel like anything, my trauma keeps getting triggered a lot too recently which just. makes me feel like i cant be around my partners -