Funkberry Moon Delight
@funkberrymoon.bsky.social
SSSHHH This is a secret account for the ramblings of an autistic, closeted, transsomething (still trying to figure that out 🥚) I'm tired of yelling into The Void, I want The Void to yell back. 🏳️⚧️
There are things I don't like my body and the only things I feel I can do to fix it is diet, exercise, and hrt.
Does the void still think I'm cis?
Does the void still think I'm cis?
January 5, 2026 at 12:54 AM
There are things I don't like my body and the only things I feel I can do to fix it is diet, exercise, and hrt.
Does the void still think I'm cis?
Does the void still think I'm cis?
I don't know the logistics, but I do sincerely hope that 2026 is the year I get to try HRT and see if it does me any good.
December 30, 2025 at 1:09 PM
I don't know the logistics, but I do sincerely hope that 2026 is the year I get to try HRT and see if it does me any good.
I wouldn't say that I'm somebody that hates having leg hair. I just dislike the amount of leg hair I have. It's too much, too thick, and too long.
December 24, 2025 at 5:38 AM
I wouldn't say that I'm somebody that hates having leg hair. I just dislike the amount of leg hair I have. It's too much, too thick, and too long.
I'd be such a tomboy if I transitioned.
December 14, 2025 at 6:27 AM
I'd be such a tomboy if I transitioned.
I'm so tired of being unable to move on. I really have to get this gender crap figured out so I can tell the people that need to know and I can continue the rest of my life with or without them.
December 4, 2025 at 3:13 AM
I'm so tired of being unable to move on. I really have to get this gender crap figured out so I can tell the people that need to know and I can continue the rest of my life with or without them.
It feels somewhat motivating to think if my feelings are real and true, I could do one of those before and after timelines. Hell I'd even do a video/audio/writing journal of the process.
The story will begin if I get diagnosis/prescription. I will be as detailed as possible as well.
Still cis tho.
The story will begin if I get diagnosis/prescription. I will be as detailed as possible as well.
Still cis tho.
November 3, 2025 at 5:36 AM
It feels somewhat motivating to think if my feelings are real and true, I could do one of those before and after timelines. Hell I'd even do a video/audio/writing journal of the process.
The story will begin if I get diagnosis/prescription. I will be as detailed as possible as well.
Still cis tho.
The story will begin if I get diagnosis/prescription. I will be as detailed as possible as well.
Still cis tho.
My "favorite" mental pastime is coming up with excuses for why a drug won't help me. Yet for some reason HRT is the only exception...
Void, my contradictions know no bounds.
Void, my contradictions know no bounds.
October 31, 2025 at 3:26 AM
My "favorite" mental pastime is coming up with excuses for why a drug won't help me. Yet for some reason HRT is the only exception...
Void, my contradictions know no bounds.
Void, my contradictions know no bounds.
The closer I get to scheduling an appointment for therapy regarding my feelings of gender dysphoria, the intensity of the dysphoria grows as well.
This doesn't mean anything right Void?
This doesn't mean anything right Void?
October 14, 2025 at 12:51 PM
The closer I get to scheduling an appointment for therapy regarding my feelings of gender dysphoria, the intensity of the dysphoria grows as well.
This doesn't mean anything right Void?
This doesn't mean anything right Void?
It's really starting to sink in that the core issue that is causing me to lose a friendship I really wanted to have is that I'm currently being perceived as a cisgender heterosexual man when the reality is I am questioning all of that right now.
October 9, 2025 at 1:52 AM
It's really starting to sink in that the core issue that is causing me to lose a friendship I really wanted to have is that I'm currently being perceived as a cisgender heterosexual man when the reality is I am questioning all of that right now.
Unrelated to gender dysphoria*, but all men are trash.
*actually somewhat related to gender dysphoria.
*actually somewhat related to gender dysphoria.
October 8, 2025 at 12:55 AM
Unrelated to gender dysphoria*, but all men are trash.
*actually somewhat related to gender dysphoria.
*actually somewhat related to gender dysphoria.
It sucks that I personally know a few trans people, but I come up with dozens of excuses to not discuss the frustrations I have with my own gender with them.
July 22, 2025 at 12:17 PM
It sucks that I personally know a few trans people, but I come up with dozens of excuses to not discuss the frustrations I have with my own gender with them.
Given the current state of affairs, is it even worth trying to make an appointment with a gender therapist?
July 1, 2025 at 1:54 AM
Given the current state of affairs, is it even worth trying to make an appointment with a gender therapist?
The intrusive thought to go all in on a Melia cosplay.
Keep in mind that I have 0 experience doing cosplay and I have the body of brick wall (a man).
Keep in mind that I have 0 experience doing cosplay and I have the body of brick wall (a man).
June 12, 2025 at 4:40 AM
The intrusive thought to go all in on a Melia cosplay.
Keep in mind that I have 0 experience doing cosplay and I have the body of brick wall (a man).
Keep in mind that I have 0 experience doing cosplay and I have the body of brick wall (a man).
Not me trying to "transition" my Animal Crossing character and this is the final product.
June 7, 2025 at 4:37 AM
Not me trying to "transition" my Animal Crossing character and this is the final product.
I feel this conflict of labels. As if I need labels to understand who I am, but I don't want them to define me. I don't want people to assume things about me because of a label I have, especially if I have that label for reasons outside of my own control. This results in lots if inner turmoil.
May 20, 2025 at 4:30 AM
I feel this conflict of labels. As if I need labels to understand who I am, but I don't want them to define me. I don't want people to assume things about me because of a label I have, especially if I have that label for reasons outside of my own control. This results in lots if inner turmoil.
How does one explore their gender identity without feeling like an inconvenience?
This is probably why it's taking so long for me to figure all this out.
This is probably why it's taking so long for me to figure all this out.
May 7, 2025 at 2:48 AM
How does one explore their gender identity without feeling like an inconvenience?
This is probably why it's taking so long for me to figure all this out.
This is probably why it's taking so long for me to figure all this out.
After doing the totally cis thing of spending over 5 years overthinking my gender, I'm starting consider that I might be trans.
Maybe someday that "might" will become an "am".
Maybe someday that "might" will become an "am".
May 1, 2025 at 4:45 AM
After doing the totally cis thing of spending over 5 years overthinking my gender, I'm starting consider that I might be trans.
Maybe someday that "might" will become an "am".
Maybe someday that "might" will become an "am".
I think a lot about the times people have mistaken me for a girl when I wasn't even trying to look like one. I was never offended by the misgendering, it was more amusing than anything.
April 28, 2025 at 4:36 AM
I think a lot about the times people have mistaken me for a girl when I wasn't even trying to look like one. I was never offended by the misgendering, it was more amusing than anything.
Going to bed the same way I always do, confused.
Void, why must I still struggle?
Void, why must I still struggle?
April 27, 2025 at 5:57 AM
Going to bed the same way I always do, confused.
Void, why must I still struggle?
Void, why must I still struggle?
A thought that I always come back to that makes me think I'm not trans is that I have 0 dating experience. That I conflate my desire for a girlfriend with my gender.
The Void really loves when I say this to it.
The Void really loves when I say this to it.
April 27, 2025 at 1:50 AM
A thought that I always come back to that makes me think I'm not trans is that I have 0 dating experience. That I conflate my desire for a girlfriend with my gender.
The Void really loves when I say this to it.
The Void really loves when I say this to it.
What are the odds best buy puts more switch 2s in stock?
Asking for a friend....
Asking for a friend....
April 25, 2025 at 2:52 PM
What are the odds best buy puts more switch 2s in stock?
Asking for a friend....
Asking for a friend....
I wouldn't struggle so much with my gender if our society wasn't so pointlessly gendered.
What does this mean Void?
What does this mean Void?
April 25, 2025 at 4:01 AM
I wouldn't struggle so much with my gender if our society wasn't so pointlessly gendered.
What does this mean Void?
What does this mean Void?
So basically, I plan on posting here when can and when I don't feel cis.
April 25, 2025 at 12:15 AM
So basically, I plan on posting here when can and when I don't feel cis.
I really want to follow all the accounts I follow on my main :(
April 22, 2025 at 4:38 AM
I really want to follow all the accounts I follow on my main :(
Only I could overthink the first post I make to the Void. Maybe just knowing an actual person will see it someday makes me feel like it should be a good one.
April 22, 2025 at 4:35 AM
Only I could overthink the first post I make to the Void. Maybe just knowing an actual person will see it someday makes me feel like it should be a good one.