I'd like if anyone could explain to me the inner workings of the system, why it works and stuff, if you don't mind, of course
3/3

I think part of the solution might be located on the way structures generate, always the same, regardless of the order they load and all.
I already think I have most pieces ready but that's one which I've been having a hard time figuring out.
2/3

Hey slicedlime, do you know about how structures work in Minecraft? or know someone who does?
I'm developing a mod which one of its features is realistic procedural rivers, which is a challenge that a ton of people have tried to do but nobody's really made it work...
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ねぇ、だにまる先生の描くわけは何？なんで漫画家になりたかった？
変な疑問ごめん、気になった

大丈夫？消した投稿みた…
生活は、時々難しいな…
私も自殺してみた…
まだ、よくそんなことしたい
人の言葉は理由だった？私もハラスメント泣いた…
もしかしてそんなことだった、耳を傾けよう…
日本人じゃない、私、だから悪い日本語こめん

I see, I'm proud of you for putting the effort to overcome such a fear.
Agoraphobia is really hard to deal with so you're very brave for facing it

what is it you go to rehab for if you don't mind sharing?
also you make it sound peaceful, knowing my own mental health maybe I should go too lol

でも…よなぎさんのイラストもう上手い！

私もやってみたいとおもう
Vampire Survivorのようにみえたかな？

またまた、悪い日本語ごめん
ᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ
勉強している！

X、悪いな…
新しいなSNS欲しい…
それでも、悪いこと思わなくてみたい
だにまるのイラスト大好き、スタイル一番好き、だにまるのことも私心配するよ
そんなこと気にしなくてみたい
カズサまだ好き？それなら、カズサのこと思えてみたいな？

だにまる先生、イラストレーターになりたいのに、もう５年くらい描いて勉強してるのに…　わたしのイラストまだ全然上手くならない…　どうやったらスキルをあげるんだろう?
悪い日本語ごめんね

it doesnt always work though, I often still find myself having to cope by just keeping my mind off of life and dissociating.
having a partner and a close supportive mofher helps a bunch
I don't have friends outside of them though lollll if only
a support system is the best way to stay sane

it sucks but when you suffer from so much feeling of despair and hopelessness, the best you can do is remember as bad as it may be you'll have opportunities to try again for the things you want
maybe they'll happen later in life than you'd like, but its better than nothing

sadly we have awful periods in life from time to time
I learned a lot of times what pushes me through is the sense of "I'll live" over things
maybe not in an ideal way, but, I'll live

I say this as another person who suffers through depression and has cut themselves several times, and still do