unfortunately, jillian
@gajillians.bsky.social
good at being tired. welcome to my diary
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daily affirmations “i am normal and can be trusted to have conversations. i am perceived in a regular way. i am only mildly off-putting”
at home being responsible and not out partying, not because i chose this but more so because nobody invited me to anything and now i get to listen to the dog upstairs freak out about fireworks :/
January 1, 2026 at 6:28 AM
at home being responsible and not out partying, not because i chose this but more so because nobody invited me to anything and now i get to listen to the dog upstairs freak out about fireworks :/
happy new year may it fucking suck less
January 1, 2026 at 4:50 AM
happy new year may it fucking suck less
at least there’s a couple people out there that know who i am
December 30, 2025 at 5:46 AM
at least there’s a couple people out there that know who i am
making mistakes but not messing up
December 28, 2025 at 8:33 AM
making mistakes but not messing up
been too depressed to wear my fun sweaters this winter but broke one out today and ppl loved it, guess i should try to have my personality again
December 28, 2025 at 8:27 AM
been too depressed to wear my fun sweaters this winter but broke one out today and ppl loved it, guess i should try to have my personality again
stomach keep gorgle
December 28, 2025 at 8:25 AM
stomach keep gorgle
i sent my mom (a writer and copy editor) my current resume and cover letter to check and she barely had anything to say??? the student surpasses the master?? never happened before tbh
December 28, 2025 at 8:01 AM
i sent my mom (a writer and copy editor) my current resume and cover letter to check and she barely had anything to say??? the student surpasses the master?? never happened before tbh
everybody please if you’ve ever thought good vibes or held positivity in your heart for me please please do it again for this job im applying for at the local museum. idk what i can do if i don’t get this job. sending in my application on monday
December 28, 2025 at 7:48 AM
everybody please if you’ve ever thought good vibes or held positivity in your heart for me please please do it again for this job im applying for at the local museum. idk what i can do if i don’t get this job. sending in my application on monday
ha ha ha wow haha
December 28, 2025 at 7:45 AM
ha ha ha wow haha
also here’s a free fact about me, it pisses me off when people mix up breath/breathe. two different things. make sure you know
December 28, 2025 at 7:22 AM
also here’s a free fact about me, it pisses me off when people mix up breath/breathe. two different things. make sure you know
breathe. at least once
December 28, 2025 at 7:21 AM
breathe. at least once
well. didn’t get ignored today i guess. but even though i complained about it i might prefer the ignored days?
December 28, 2025 at 7:16 AM
well. didn’t get ignored today i guess. but even though i complained about it i might prefer the ignored days?
umb yeah i guess
December 28, 2025 at 7:07 AM
umb yeah i guess
mashpotato save me
December 27, 2025 at 6:58 AM
mashpotato save me
good rule of thumb is don’t
December 27, 2025 at 2:13 AM
good rule of thumb is don’t
my moms boyfriend (?) idk what to call him they’re like 60. anyway he got me some scratch cards and i won $14. he also gave me socks and chocolate so i guess he’s ok. his dog likes me
December 26, 2025 at 8:35 AM
my moms boyfriend (?) idk what to call him they’re like 60. anyway he got me some scratch cards and i won $14. he also gave me socks and chocolate so i guess he’s ok. his dog likes me
feel like ive aged 500 years in the last two years
December 26, 2025 at 6:40 AM
feel like ive aged 500 years in the last two years
watching 1951 scrooge with alastair sim as my only christmas tradition because everything else kind of hurts right now
December 25, 2025 at 4:56 AM
watching 1951 scrooge with alastair sim as my only christmas tradition because everything else kind of hurts right now
usually i do a pretty good job of making or thrifting gifts for people i care about but this year everyone is going to have to be ok with the fact that i just still exist
December 23, 2025 at 10:31 PM
usually i do a pretty good job of making or thrifting gifts for people i care about but this year everyone is going to have to be ok with the fact that i just still exist
i had thought maybe. but definitely not. and it hurts again
December 23, 2025 at 5:37 PM
i had thought maybe. but definitely not. and it hurts again
hate being ignored but am really good at it i guess
December 23, 2025 at 4:56 AM
hate being ignored but am really good at it i guess
putting everyone out of their misery. it’s joyce
ooh fun that means you guys can guess. starts with a j
December 23, 2025 at 1:10 AM
putting everyone out of their misery. it’s joyce