i'm going to sleep, i'll see what i think of it tomorrow, but right now i think this is an absolute nothingburger of a situation

yeah i've given the professional no comment, no need for me to weigh in

idk if it was a sinus headache actually, i felt it on the front of my head.
again, doing good now! i drank a fuckton of water & i feel like golden again

doing good now though! i felt 10x better after throwing up

yeah pretty much my train of thought. talking to people remains hard...

i'd love to settle it, but in the end, my mistake, up to them to decide what they want to do with it

does that make sense????

for obvious reasons

that's the thing, i don't know. the person in question is an adult but younger than me. i don't feel comfortable thinking about it deeply, i don't think that's the right thing to do.

i'll always remain open for discussion & an extra apology if they need it, but i'm keeping myself objective

but that's what fucking alts are for!!!! despite pretending to be an affable nice guy i'm just overly worried for and about everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's easier to just spread dumb positivity than delve into deep topics anyway, much easier on my overthinking brain

sorry for rambling, but i just feel like i can let go of things easier now. like that used to get to me a fuckton, but i'm just way better at... letting it go. no more panic attacks, no more sleepless nights, just... acceptance, i suppose

looks kinda hypocritical when im spamthreading abt it huh

the person forgot to block the alt for the fuckin bsky game too i'm over here like "go figure it out, i'm always available if you just want to talk to this out"

LIKE I SENT HIM A DM ON A WHIM YESTERDAY AND HE FUCKING RESPONDED IM SO HAPPY

I SPOKE TO HIM WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK

this ties together to a worry i've been having, accidentally saying something hurtful when my intentions are really just dumb positivity. i never mean to hurt someone, i have to be pushed over the fucking edge for me to actually wish ill on someone.

i fear i'll get talked abt behind my back tho

apologized without bringing up an excuse because it was unbecoming of me either way.

anyway anyone is free to block me on main for any reason, i'm fine with that, like that's how social media apps work

tried to mend the situation in a reasonable way but it's fine

miserable sack of shit

is the problem that i'm beaming with a smile whilst in the car??? i'm just tryna get gas dawg

fuck people on the road, quite fucking honestly

yeahhh i'm just gonna pray