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nala
@gauntwife.bsky.social
29 (21+)

lurking sahm

tw bpd, bipolar II, (b)ed, c-ptsd vent
anyway if i don’t lose enough by baby’s first birthday this is definitely how im coming
May 16, 2025 at 9:29 AM
literally what is in accutane that alters your brain chemistry in such a way that suddenly makes u perceive everyone as an opp
May 16, 2025 at 9:17 AM
isolation will never not be my answer to everything
May 16, 2025 at 9:06 AM
i think some unfortunate event is going to be my 13th reason and then i wake up
March 7, 2025 at 5:18 PM
ik the transits are supposed to be insanely fucked rn but did i expect to be fat shamed by a staff member with 10 pounds of filler in their face at the dmv yesterday? no, no i did not.
March 7, 2025 at 5:07 PM
buying clothing in a not so desirable size kind of makes me feel like i’m cementing failure but alas
February 6, 2025 at 4:13 AM
tiktok is currently banned and listening to my parents weigh in on it is driving me up the wall
January 19, 2025 at 11:44 AM
i know i’m super depressed because i don’t even wanna be evil about it
January 6, 2025 at 4:48 AM
Reposted by nala
2 hours into 2025 and I haven't lost 50 lbs yet smh. life is so unfair
January 1, 2025 at 9:04 AM
i try so hard to remain sweet and bubbly and soft bc that’s who i think i am deep down but the older i get the more the ppl around me seem to reject it
January 1, 2025 at 4:34 AM
every 6 months my brains like hey here’s every soul crushing betrayal you’ve ever experienced and no you’re actually not over any of them happy new year
December 31, 2024 at 9:39 PM
i feel like a ghost
December 31, 2024 at 9:37 PM
i could forgive anything if you’re honest about it
December 29, 2024 at 4:14 PM
my narc relative also kept dragging the fact that she thinks my nb looks nothing like me just bc she’s mixed race and no one gaf bc it’s like the 10th time she’s said it and also not true at all 😭
December 24, 2024 at 1:50 PM
Reposted by nala
Anyway I’m unloveable and deserve to starve ✌️😔
December 24, 2024 at 6:38 AM
didn’t eat at all over family dinner and no one blinked bc i’m not the cute hs graduate w her whole future ahead of her anymore. my baby cousin took that spot <3
December 24, 2024 at 1:31 PM
shame for breakfast
December 22, 2024 at 12:22 PM
unfortunately the holidays are just a painful reminder that most of my extended family and childhood friends have contributed to my undoing in some kind of magical way ❄️♡
December 22, 2024 at 11:03 AM
can’t wait to actually make healthy core memories now that i have a family of my own
December 22, 2024 at 10:50 AM
no seriously priv acc when
December 18, 2024 at 7:35 PM
the way i have to romanticize everything
December 18, 2024 at 7:31 AM
December 18, 2024 at 7:26 AM
December 18, 2024 at 7:11 AM