@gaypill.bsky.social
I want to be the version if me that exists in peoples head whether its a subhuman piece of shit or jusy a half decent human. Anything is better than knowing i cant even be useful to the people i care about. What is the point of me! Why am i here! I have gotta die!!
February 17, 2026 at 12:17 AM
I want to be the version if me that exists in peoples head whether its a subhuman piece of shit or jusy a half decent human. Anything is better than knowing i cant even be useful to the people i care about. What is the point of me! Why am i here! I have gotta die!!
WHY WOBT IT JUST LOADDDDDD WHATS. RHE POINT TTTT
February 16, 2026 at 1:04 PM
WHY WOBT IT JUST LOADDDDDD WHATS. RHE POINT TTTT
I need my neck stepped on. Not in a kinky way in a break it.
February 16, 2026 at 9:06 AM
I need my neck stepped on. Not in a kinky way in a break it.
I need this hame to fucking install faster
February 15, 2026 at 6:47 PM
I need this hame to fucking install faster
Its worse when i know i fucked up. And how i fucked up but i dont know how to fucking fix it and all i can think about is self harming
February 15, 2026 at 6:44 PM
Its worse when i know i fucked up. And how i fucked up but i dont know how to fucking fix it and all i can think about is self harming
I cant even kick an emotional toothpick under my nail rn. Maybe i should settle for a real one.
February 15, 2026 at 6:43 PM
I cant even kick an emotional toothpick under my nail rn. Maybe i should settle for a real one.
Homestly maybe i should lean into being a shit partner and she'll realise im a truly vile person and everyone who hates me is right.
February 15, 2026 at 6:41 PM
Homestly maybe i should lean into being a shit partner and she'll realise im a truly vile person and everyone who hates me is right.
I fucjed up and ha ve to die uh huh i fuced up and gotta die uhuhu
February 15, 2026 at 6:16 PM
I fucjed up and ha ve to die uh huh i fuced up and gotta die uhuhu
I feel like any sevond shes gonna rev up her hater campaign again
February 11, 2026 at 2:46 AM
I feel like any sevond shes gonna rev up her hater campaign again
"How can you stand that?"
Well being in this house makes me understand ehy some people willingly got lobotomys
Well being in this house makes me understand ehy some people willingly got lobotomys
February 11, 2026 at 2:45 AM
"How can you stand that?"
Well being in this house makes me understand ehy some people willingly got lobotomys
Well being in this house makes me understand ehy some people willingly got lobotomys
Cant ecen fucjing talk to her without being unbearable.
January 21, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Cant ecen fucjing talk to her without being unbearable.
Im gonna start raw dofging this shit soon. Thats gomna ne fun
January 21, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Im gonna start raw dofging this shit soon. Thats gomna ne fun
I should slam a door on my head until it pops like a grape
January 21, 2026 at 12:45 AM
I should slam a door on my head until it pops like a grape
Geniunely when is she gomna realise. Shes gotta eventually right? Im insufferable. Im a dumb fucking moron. Realising im a self harming mirom cause i keep punching myself in the face damn my characters really come from realitu
January 21, 2026 at 12:44 AM
Geniunely when is she gomna realise. Shes gotta eventually right? Im insufferable. Im a dumb fucking moron. Realising im a self harming mirom cause i keep punching myself in the face damn my characters really come from realitu
Zooweee mama i nred to stop being a completely unbearable bitch. Yeeehawwww
January 21, 2026 at 12:41 AM
Zooweee mama i nred to stop being a completely unbearable bitch. Yeeehawwww
No one should ever call me that again. No ine.
January 16, 2026 at 6:35 PM
No one should ever call me that again. No ine.
The car is working and all i wanna do is wrap myself around the nearest pole
October 29, 2025 at 11:25 PM
The car is working and all i wanna do is wrap myself around the nearest pole
If im not cool and whimsical and fun whats the point if me. Just shove an icepick through my skull
October 29, 2025 at 11:08 PM
If im not cool and whimsical and fun whats the point if me. Just shove an icepick through my skull
I did something wrong i dont know what it is i need to die lol.
October 29, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I did something wrong i dont know what it is i need to die lol.
I just want mom to go away. I want a day without her. I want her to go have a little holiday for my mental health and its all so fucking hard i want to go away
August 29, 2025 at 9:37 AM
I just want mom to go away. I want a day without her. I want her to go have a little holiday for my mental health and its all so fucking hard i want to go away
Ithink the dumbest thing about me is how little i give a shit abiut being alove anymore. Im alive because im useful. I do a job to feel useful. I try work out so o can be more useful and right now what im most worried about if i die is how the people who find me useful will fair.
August 29, 2025 at 9:34 AM
Ithink the dumbest thing about me is how little i give a shit abiut being alove anymore. Im alive because im useful. I do a job to feel useful. I try work out so o can be more useful and right now what im most worried about if i die is how the people who find me useful will fair.
Ngl so cool that my girlfriend either hates me and i fucked up, or that im just mentally ill. Either way. Lose lose. they should put railroad spikes through my head
August 27, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Ngl so cool that my girlfriend either hates me and i fucked up, or that im just mentally ill. Either way. Lose lose. they should put railroad spikes through my head
Sometimes im reminded of my deep unlikeability and cringe. Everyone who likes me deserves a medal
August 21, 2025 at 8:02 AM
Sometimes im reminded of my deep unlikeability and cringe. Everyone who likes me deserves a medal
I want to stomp on an up rigjt nail until my foot would give someone trypophobia
August 19, 2025 at 12:18 AM
I want to stomp on an up rigjt nail until my foot would give someone trypophobia
I kind widh stalker had the nuts to just stay focused on me. On hurting me. I can take being hurt. I deserve punishment. I want to be a robot. I want to be a doll. I want to only be alive when im useful.
August 4, 2025 at 7:52 PM
I kind widh stalker had the nuts to just stay focused on me. On hurting me. I can take being hurt. I deserve punishment. I want to be a robot. I want to be a doll. I want to only be alive when im useful.