Geneva Spur
@genevaspur.bsky.social
My husband may have brain damage but he’s the one who always remembers to pull out the disabled placard in the car unlike my ADHD ass 😅
December 24, 2025 at 6:04 PM
My husband may have brain damage but he’s the one who always remembers to pull out the disabled placard in the car unlike my ADHD ass 😅
When you find out you are getting a bonus and it will pay off your credit cards
a black and white photo of a woman wearing a sweater and smiling .
Alt: Lucille Ball giving a sigh of relief
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December 10, 2025 at 11:47 PM
When you find out you are getting a bonus and it will pay off your credit cards
My husband was excited to go to my company holiday party but we didn’t stay long as it was very much not set up for someone with a disability to enjoy themselves. I left in tears of rage. So that sucked. Tried to salvage it by going to an ice cream parlor after, that part at least was nice.
December 7, 2025 at 9:25 AM
My husband was excited to go to my company holiday party but we didn’t stay long as it was very much not set up for someone with a disability to enjoy themselves. I left in tears of rage. So that sucked. Tried to salvage it by going to an ice cream parlor after, that part at least was nice.
I don’t know why I go on Instagram, it’s so fucking depressing seeing everyone else going places. I have to stop looking at that app.
November 27, 2025 at 7:19 AM
I don’t know why I go on Instagram, it’s so fucking depressing seeing everyone else going places. I have to stop looking at that app.
I’m in a bad place. I never thought this part would be so hard. I don’t know if I can do this indefinitely. I don’t know what to do.
November 19, 2025 at 6:51 AM
I’m in a bad place. I never thought this part would be so hard. I don’t know if I can do this indefinitely. I don’t know what to do.
Why can’t I stop eating? I just want to stop eating
November 7, 2025 at 6:24 AM
Why can’t I stop eating? I just want to stop eating
My husband went to bed, slept for maybe an hour, then got up, went to the bathroom, and came into the living room where I’m watching TV. I was so confused, then it dawned on me. “Do you… think it’s the morning?” He did. Stuff like that freaks me out. :(
November 6, 2025 at 7:16 AM
My husband went to bed, slept for maybe an hour, then got up, went to the bathroom, and came into the living room where I’m watching TV. I was so confused, then it dawned on me. “Do you… think it’s the morning?” He did. Stuff like that freaks me out. :(
My mother’s knack for sending me gifts of food I don’t particularly care for is unparalleled. I know it’s the thought that counts, but damn.
October 24, 2025 at 5:55 AM
My mother’s knack for sending me gifts of food I don’t particularly care for is unparalleled. I know it’s the thought that counts, but damn.
Delta is having a crazy miles for flights sale but only for certain dates and I'm contemplating running away to Mexico for a few days next month. Who wants to join me
October 22, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Delta is having a crazy miles for flights sale but only for certain dates and I'm contemplating running away to Mexico for a few days next month. Who wants to join me
OK to share something funny for a change: stroke survivors often have issues with impulsivity - eating, shopping, etc. Well, for my birthday K bought me SEVENTEEN books from my Amazon wish list. AND some other stuff too. SEVENTEEN. So sweet but I'm like what are you doing???? 😅
September 27, 2025 at 6:30 AM
OK to share something funny for a change: stroke survivors often have issues with impulsivity - eating, shopping, etc. Well, for my birthday K bought me SEVENTEEN books from my Amazon wish list. AND some other stuff too. SEVENTEEN. So sweet but I'm like what are you doing???? 😅
Tonight I
1) ate about half a box of Count Chocula
2) went out for a walk by myself at midnight to try to work some of it off and make myself tired
3) threw everything on my nightstand all over the bedroom because I couldn’t take the mess anymore
4) am now too worked up to sleep anyway
1) ate about half a box of Count Chocula
2) went out for a walk by myself at midnight to try to work some of it off and make myself tired
3) threw everything on my nightstand all over the bedroom because I couldn’t take the mess anymore
4) am now too worked up to sleep anyway
September 26, 2025 at 7:26 AM
Tonight I
1) ate about half a box of Count Chocula
2) went out for a walk by myself at midnight to try to work some of it off and make myself tired
3) threw everything on my nightstand all over the bedroom because I couldn’t take the mess anymore
4) am now too worked up to sleep anyway
1) ate about half a box of Count Chocula
2) went out for a walk by myself at midnight to try to work some of it off and make myself tired
3) threw everything on my nightstand all over the bedroom because I couldn’t take the mess anymore
4) am now too worked up to sleep anyway
I’m so tired of becoming so overwhelmed with anxiety that I have to curl up in the fetal position for a while. Today I couldn’t make myself leave the house to go to the post office. I feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest.
September 26, 2025 at 12:13 AM
I’m so tired of becoming so overwhelmed with anxiety that I have to curl up in the fetal position for a while. Today I couldn’t make myself leave the house to go to the post office. I feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest.
Doing everything for both of us while sick really fucked me up. Like even when I’m sick all that matters is what I do for him. And I just am not getting the emotional support from him that I want. I’m just a food delivery machine.
September 13, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Doing everything for both of us while sick really fucked me up. Like even when I’m sick all that matters is what I do for him. And I just am not getting the emotional support from him that I want. I’m just a food delivery machine.
Tonight I ate a disgusting amount of snacks, then had a near panic attack over that and everything else about myself, and then was like “huh, guess I’m feeling better.” …Yay?
September 10, 2025 at 7:29 AM
Tonight I ate a disgusting amount of snacks, then had a near panic attack over that and everything else about myself, and then was like “huh, guess I’m feeling better.” …Yay?
So we have both been pretty darn sick with covid unfortunately. Worst was yesterday when I had a painful migraine on top of everything else. I called in sick today and probably will tomorrow too. (Not going into office this week obviously.) Really aggravated we got hit this hard.
September 9, 2025 at 2:20 AM
So we have both been pretty darn sick with covid unfortunately. Worst was yesterday when I had a painful migraine on top of everything else. I called in sick today and probably will tomorrow too. (Not going into office this week obviously.) Really aggravated we got hit this hard.
Turns out he has Covid. And so do I. FML. I’m so pissed. My first time! I’m ok, he has a pretty bad cough and chest congestion. I hope it doesn’t get worse.
K was so tired he was having trouble moving at all and for a couple minutes I legit thought something was wrong and we might be headed to the ER. He seems ok but I am coming down from the adrenaline spike.
September 6, 2025 at 3:45 AM
Turns out he has Covid. And so do I. FML. I’m so pissed. My first time! I’m ok, he has a pretty bad cough and chest congestion. I hope it doesn’t get worse.
K was so tired he was having trouble moving at all and for a couple minutes I legit thought something was wrong and we might be headed to the ER. He seems ok but I am coming down from the adrenaline spike.
September 5, 2025 at 2:07 AM
K was so tired he was having trouble moving at all and for a couple minutes I legit thought something was wrong and we might be headed to the ER. He seems ok but I am coming down from the adrenaline spike.
Sometimes I cry so hard I worry that I'm going to have a stroke. Or a heart attack. Things could be so much worse, I feel like a terrible person that I can't just get it together. Why can't I just accept this instead of raging against it?
August 19, 2025 at 2:10 AM
Sometimes I cry so hard I worry that I'm going to have a stroke. Or a heart attack. Things could be so much worse, I feel like a terrible person that I can't just get it together. Why can't I just accept this instead of raging against it?
I’m deeply concerned that I may not be cut out for this. The time after the crisis. The rest of everything.
August 11, 2025 at 12:01 AM
I’m deeply concerned that I may not be cut out for this. The time after the crisis. The rest of everything.
Another migraine and I’m lying here stressing about everything I’m not getting done (and he’s not getting done).
August 10, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Another migraine and I’m lying here stressing about everything I’m not getting done (and he’s not getting done).
Vet visit for Aurora which was a full blood and urine panel and rabies vaccine just cost me SEVEN HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS???
August 8, 2025 at 10:59 PM
Vet visit for Aurora which was a full blood and urine panel and rabies vaccine just cost me SEVEN HUNDRED AND FIFTY DOLLARS???
I suggested to K that we go to the movies later but now I’m panicking feeling like we shouldn’t because I have so much to do around here and I should be making him do his exercises and brain puzzles and shit, all of which I hate doing, and how can we be gone for so long when there is so much to do?
August 3, 2025 at 8:42 PM
I suggested to K that we go to the movies later but now I’m panicking feeling like we shouldn’t because I have so much to do around here and I should be making him do his exercises and brain puzzles and shit, all of which I hate doing, and how can we be gone for so long when there is so much to do?
Bit my arm in my sleep the other night while dreaming I was biting someone so that’s it for the Ambien I think.
July 23, 2025 at 11:23 PM
Bit my arm in my sleep the other night while dreaming I was biting someone so that’s it for the Ambien I think.
In better news I finally got everything from the storage unit and moved it into the new place. It has been quite the saga with all that stuff so I had a real sense of accomplishment getting that part done. Was nice to feel good about myself for a minute.
July 15, 2025 at 12:30 AM
In better news I finally got everything from the storage unit and moved it into the new place. It has been quite the saga with all that stuff so I had a real sense of accomplishment getting that part done. Was nice to feel good about myself for a minute.
K had therapy today and he asked me to stay for this session. It took a lot out of me, when he has to answer a bunch of questions it just makes his brain damage more apparent and it’s hard. It was good I was there to help fill things in. I won’t stay every time.
July 15, 2025 at 12:28 AM
K had therapy today and he asked me to stay for this session. It took a lot out of me, when he has to answer a bunch of questions it just makes his brain damage more apparent and it’s hard. It was good I was there to help fill things in. I won’t stay every time.