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Gigi
@gh427ly2h17.bsky.social
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Just a 24 year old pregnant schizoid with ocd, horrible anxiety and an eating disorder
My diary and vent space lies below
HW:198 SW:185 CW: 155 GW: 93
I’m out of safe foods everything tastes like ass kill me
December 29, 2025 at 6:41 PM
WHY ARE EGGS MAKING ME NAUSEOUS
December 28, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Goal: doctor says I can gain 15-30lbs at my weight (for just the baby) and have a healthy pregnancy (I’m 5’7” and 155lbs now) so stay under 200 then go HAM restricting after these 9 months
December 27, 2025 at 11:14 PM
This bitch is gonna have to see a nutritionist I swear I cannot for the life of me hit 2k cals TRYING for MULTIPLE DAYS IN A ROW and my maintenance is supposed to be 2.3k???
December 27, 2025 at 11:11 PM
I think my ed may be an ocd cope
December 24, 2025 at 12:43 PM
I feel like I’m in limbo. I’m growing a person I have to eat I’m so hungry. But it’ll all be for nothing? But I can start again I don’t have to let loose but how much is too much watching and counting I’m not trying to restrict but I can’t let the counting go
December 24, 2025 at 4:55 AM
Bruh I just drank a liter of sangria I better not be pregnant that’s so not good for any bababy
December 21, 2025 at 4:22 AM
So I tested positive I um can’t???
December 21, 2025 at 4:17 AM
The dress can officially be tried on!!! (Had to hold it closed because I need someone else to fasten the hook eye closures) but I just have to color balance and add some final lacing and pearls
December 12, 2025 at 4:30 PM
I’m so tired of being disgusted with myself
December 11, 2025 at 10:12 AM
I’ve missed her all these years like a child trying to find their stuffie in the wash
December 7, 2025 at 10:31 PM
I’m sorry we lost touch over the years and I’m sorry it’s because I lost it at you and never accepted your apologies when you only wanted what’s best for me. What happened was not your fault and I’m doing everything I can to get you back in my life though it know it’ll never be the same
December 7, 2025 at 10:21 PM
Hey if anyone’s up and would like to talk hmu I’m always down for friends (as I have very few and my social life is crumbling)
December 7, 2025 at 8:31 AM
I feel so large and bloated but my stomach is nearly flat???
December 7, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Oh my god why can I never sleep on the days I don’t work
December 7, 2025 at 7:43 AM
I have a yogurt in the fridge I counted in my totals but I’m afraid eating it will make me hungrier
December 7, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Guys I just placed my dream grocery order, saved 75$ on my 200$ order I feel godly. Only 125$ out of my pocket on groceries
December 5, 2025 at 12:33 PM
My mouth feels naked without the tongue bar
December 4, 2025 at 5:08 PM
Hey yall share your top 10 musicians of the year now that December is here I wanna see something
December 3, 2025 at 3:39 PM
I saw one of my moots doing this and thought it could be so fun plus it would end on New Year’s Eve prepping me for the new year so let’s gooooooo
December 2, 2025 at 4:30 PM
Woke up with an upset stomach, ate a sticky bun, now I’m in excruciating pain and had to call into the first half of my shift because I can’t walk without doubling over or shitting
December 2, 2025 at 12:07 PM
Why the fuck did I try to go to sleep early now it’s 4am I’ve been up an hour and my cat thinks it’s breakfast time???
December 2, 2025 at 8:50 AM
I think I’m getting into a miso soup mood again
December 2, 2025 at 8:47 AM
Feeling cute so not sober
December 2, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Oh my god guys I’m under 160lbs it’s happening finally my plateau of the 170s is in the distance I was 159 but to the high end of that,,,
December 1, 2025 at 6:46 PM