I'm a horrible selfish disgusting person and I don't know how to change that!! I can't talk to any of my friends about this stuff and I resent my parents too much to ask them for help and I cant get professional help because they're just going to tell my parents also I'm just cringe

Like its my preferred way to go out honestly I bring no value to anything or anyone in my life almost everyone I know would be much better off without me dragging them down and constantly nagging I really don't see myself living past this year if I'm gonna be honest

Like having a supportive community that loves me for who I am would be such a good thing for me but I just think there's really nothing out there for me

GENUINELY how do people belong in places. I genuinely feel no sense of belonging to any community, not my school community, not the queer community, not the minecraft community, even when I'm acknowledged I still dont feel like I belong I still feel so out of place

Hi shiny posts :33

whatever man

moonie might be transmasc but idk idkk

I can take the train to a random town I've never been to before maybe... .. maybeeee... I'm just scared of the loneliness of it all especially on christmas

They said we can do smt on boxing day which is YAY But that lowkey means I'm gonna have to spend christmas alone cause everyones busy.. ATLEAST I STILL HAVE SYM AND AQVE I love them sm why are you always here for me I dont deserve uuu. Maybe I'll try taking a walk around