sprite zero sugar for me ugh

ok im happy w 2nd place

tyyyy i think i'll be ok im on medication these days but i just felt a wave of exhaustion and apathy creeping over me i haven't felt in months thats usually how it starts lol

i need to get my ass up and work out or something lol change my routine before i start sleeping nonstop

i've been unable to sleep for more than 6 hours a night for 3 months now lol

that may have been 2019 actually

im just a romance addict i think lmfao emotional smut is my fav to read and write

i feel like ppl who find smut nasty are not seeing the value in how beautiful it can be written? idk some smut ive read made me cry fr LOL

wait this one actually made me cry:
archiveofourown.org/works/57316171

i dont even read smut to get horny lol i read smut to feel butterflies in my CHEST HAHAHA the more emotional the smut the better bc i wanna hurt myself i suppose bonus point if they're crying after

THE COME EATING WAS HOT

im on the meeting rn but i wanna rewatch this

I'M LOSING MY SHIT IM SUPPOSED TO JOIN A VIRTUAL MEETING IN 2 MINS

no fr hahaha white louis is really whiny.... but i like the anne rice world so i push thru. i will say louis isn't my fav in the books at all

also they kept calling him loo-is in the audio books i listened to im so mad LOL

i also didn't like louis in the book ngl. the show made me love him!

i need a tw before seeing white louis

same. i watched 3 eps and decided it's not for me but i also don't think it's horrible or anything, just not for me. i don't usually watch that genre either (sports romance)

and the way louis went back to lestat after ep 5 is very real. it's uncomfortable but absolutely real for anyone who has ever been in his position. shows that address hard topics aren't always going to be pretty or else it wouldn't be complex and emotion provoking

i cant speak for everyone but i am a survivor of a very abusive relationship and actually find iwtv to be a very complex take on it. they're vampires so they get to be apart for like 77 years and retry things. humans do not and should not. the show isnt saying that the dv is ok