Then I just drop the conversation because who the fuck care about my problems when they assume I’m just sad about the state of the world? Like yeah, it all fucking sucks, I hate a lot of what is going on too. But I how do I even mention the hurt I’ve been through over the past couple of months?

Typical conversation when someone ask how I feel:
“How are you doing?”
“Not the best, just trying to do what I can.”
“Oh yeah, I feel that! Everything going on right now sucks.”
“Yeah…”

I’ll be okay. Just, ugh! Being alone fucking sucks rn. I’m so desperate for like a hug.

I wish I knew what’s wrong with me…

I truly have no clue how to engage with others. I come off either too shy or too strong and I think that freaks a lot of people out.