Vent art from when all I could think of was dying. It has changed now, but this is honestly still my favorite drawing i've done 🌺

I believe,
Yes, I believe. 💖

Take care dragon man

In any case. This eases me. I feel like I closed something. Thank you. Regardless if you forgive me or not.

I hope you can forgive me yourself. I dont know where this leaves us now. But things dont have to be stagnant.

because your mind simply can't handle anymore. Shit happens. I get it, and frankly, i'm not sure we were friends either. I only was there for you when I wanted to, and thats not how it works either. Im sorry, too. For worrying you, and for neglecting you

Now you're being unfair to yourself. Everyone wishes they could be there for people, but we can't all do it. You were not fine either. There is nothing worse than burdening yourself more. I understand why you acted like that, because I would have done the same. Sometimes one needs to protect himself

In any case, I had thought of mending with you specifically because to be truthful, maybe I still do care a bit. About you, not any of those other bozos. I honestly hold no sentiments abt them. Maybe that answers something

Its not something I will hold anyone accountable to. Frankly I resent it a bit, but I have people who care now. Its just how things are around here, in any case. Social media is just. Transactional. People only care if you do things for them anyways.

that. Now I just came back because I dont feel like killing myself, and I dont feel like sulking or begging for anyone to help me. I followed you again cuz I thought that there was maybe something to mend. But now I doubt there is

The rest is just me trying to make a safe space for myself. No one else but people who I wanted to trust. I didn't want anyone else interfering into that, because frankly, none of y'all ever made an effort to help me anyways. I mean. One does not exactly go back to how things were from smthing like

Well, yeah. Horrible things did happen haha. I attempted 2 times in like. 3 months? I'm sorry, but i'm not gonna apologize for what I did back then. The world was genuinely ending fot me, none of that was a lie, I was having an episode n stuff

Yet your're still 'irritated' enough to vaguepost about it. Aight man.

Just do whatever you want

What is the need for being indirect. Say it to my face. Id understand