Yeah ok so the hyperfixation died, I knew that was going to happen, HOWEVER, one of my friends has now gotten into coding and wants to help me make this game, and so I’m excited about this idea again now! 🥳

my toxic trait with this whole game dev journey is definitely going to be the need to create all my own sprites and assets before i feel like i can actually start making a game

yooo ok i might actually be like, kinda ok at this pixel art stuff? my very first tileset 🥰

ive obtained a hyperfocus within a hyperfocus: tilesets! theyre magic im pretty sure??

okay i just need everyone to know that while i forgot i made this account, the hyperfixation hasn’t died yet! HOWEVER, i have made very little progress as my brain won’t actually let me start doing anything, and just wants to watch videos about it all 😭

sad because I had actual responsibilities to tend to today and didn’t get to indulge in this hyperfixation. it’s ok tho because somehow, it’s made me even more excited to continue this journey

i don’t have to be great at something right at the start to learn i don’t have to be great at something right at the start to learn i don’t have to be great at something right at the start to learn i don’t have to be great at something right at the start to learn i don’t have to be great at somethin

ok i thought about deltatime for an extra 5 minutes and i get it now. it’s just math. i over thought it, which tracks for me. gods this is gunna be a long process.

I MADE THE FLAPPY BIRD CLONE. I AM INVICIBLE. NO ONE CAN STOP ME NOW

i just want to make my cozy artist life sim game why have i gotta learn c# 😭

one time in highschool i learnt basic html code and that distant memory really gave me a false sense of confidence going into this

If someone could explain what tf deltaTime is in like, the simplest most baby way possible that would be GREAT because my brain is REFUSING to understand how it makes timing consistant but is still tied to the framerate?!

i have been humbled so quick

the sweet sweet sounds of luke hemmings voice are going to get me through this, my one tether to reality

anyway i briefly considered buying rpg maker and then realised that nah, actually im pretty good at picking up new skills, i can TOTALLY learn how to use unity. time to make a flappy bird clone and try not to cry

yeah so i guess im randomly hyperfixating on an idea i have for a video game. do i have any idea how to make a game? no. am i going to try for a week and then probably give up? yes, obviously. welcome to my decent into madness