blei
@goatemotions.bsky.social
this account will basically be vents, a place to post stuff to help me cope. there is never any obligation to interact.
topics may be heavy; this is not a fun account.
topics may be heavy; this is not a fun account.
im at a point where I can't trust anyone in my family. every time they reach out I sense my mom behind their words. like they're acting on her behalf, fishing for information to pass on to her
June 21, 2025 at 2:08 AM
im at a point where I can't trust anyone in my family. every time they reach out I sense my mom behind their words. like they're acting on her behalf, fishing for information to pass on to her
i told my family im transitioning and they had a lot of words. but absolutely none of them were an attempt to sympathize.
April 21, 2025 at 12:43 PM
i told my family im transitioning and they had a lot of words. but absolutely none of them were an attempt to sympathize.
I started an ssri almost 2 weeks ago and I think this morning I just feel... neutral?
February 28, 2025 at 3:33 PM
I started an ssri almost 2 weeks ago and I think this morning I just feel... neutral?
my mom really does think the gays gave me ocd
February 7, 2025 at 10:55 AM
my mom really does think the gays gave me ocd
i feel like this song is always faintly, almost undetectably, playing in my heart youtu.be/QD6D5kFJrLY?...
Earthmover
YouTube video by Have a Nice Life - Topic
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February 1, 2025 at 1:18 PM
i feel like this song is always faintly, almost undetectably, playing in my heart youtu.be/QD6D5kFJrLY?...
i wish my emotional baggage wasn't so gosh darn weird
January 31, 2025 at 3:55 AM
i wish my emotional baggage wasn't so gosh darn weird
didn't expect this of all things to make me start crying at work. we're getting there, past me. but i think, yeah, we did.
January 7, 2025 at 4:15 PM
didn't expect this of all things to make me start crying at work. we're getting there, past me. but i think, yeah, we did.
it occurred to me i spend a lot of effort trying to fight anxiety, seeing it as failure. im gonna try the approach of nurturing it as a part of myself instead of rejecting it.
November 18, 2024 at 11:49 PM
it occurred to me i spend a lot of effort trying to fight anxiety, seeing it as failure. im gonna try the approach of nurturing it as a part of myself instead of rejecting it.
it's dawning on me that the way i was raised led me to believe sociopathy was something to aspire to
November 16, 2024 at 8:37 PM
it's dawning on me that the way i was raised led me to believe sociopathy was something to aspire to
everyone is important. you are important. i am important.
November 14, 2024 at 3:23 PM
everyone is important. you are important. i am important.
dang, my mom really doesnt want me to seek diagnoses for mental disorders
November 8, 2024 at 9:11 PM
dang, my mom really doesnt want me to seek diagnoses for mental disorders
my therapist has diagnosed ocd and things are beginning to make sense. this is a win
November 8, 2024 at 1:43 PM
my therapist has diagnosed ocd and things are beginning to make sense. this is a win
hard not to feel like this is the beginning of the end
November 6, 2024 at 12:12 PM
hard not to feel like this is the beginning of the end
i think i was groomed to believe ignoring emotions was a virtue, and now trying to feel them is a challenge. thanks, dogmatic christianity
October 26, 2024 at 5:27 PM
i think i was groomed to believe ignoring emotions was a virtue, and now trying to feel them is a challenge. thanks, dogmatic christianity
the ability to be proud of myself and my actions is life changing
October 22, 2024 at 9:23 PM
the ability to be proud of myself and my actions is life changing