another big factor is that living in a rural red area it's kinda extremely difficult to find other queer people organically. so it's either use an app or literally gamble with my time.

long-winded way of saying i'm a desperate loser but i digress

i used to use one a few years ago, and nothing came of it aside from a few friendly conversations, but i stopped using it because back then i was really cagey about publicly being out as trans and i found someone on there that i went to high school with. i don't have that problem now, soo...yeah.

the only reason i'm waiting until spring to do it is because if anything actually comes of using it, it's easier to go places and meet people and stuff when it's not a fuckin deep freezer outside

i just hate being single and my only other options to solve that are to try to handle a potentially multi-timezone difference long distance one online, or to vainly try to meet people at...the grocery store...after 4pm? at least an app would be straightforward ffs.

at least there was no ghost hunting this time

17.) Survivor 46
7/10

Super fun one! It doesn't have as much impact as many of the other seasons I'd rank this high, but the cast is extremely good, the strategy is very engaging, it's full of great moments, and the winner is just 🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡🫡

I'll be more happy and joyful and whimsical as soon as I dont have to contend with this shit for another 8 or so months

i don't like getting spoiled on stuff obviously but in this instance i'm ngl if it's true it's very predictable and i don't really care in the long run

i'm so glad this season seems to be leaning even more into the comedy over the drama. love it when creators decide to fuck around a bit

the brutal fuckin winter is definitely not helping either

I just really fuckin hate what my life is right now. I wish I had people who cared about me but I'm too much of a weird unlikable scared loser for that

AND my stomach too?? okay I might just be dying I guess