Some kind of vicious cycle complex trauma response compels me to make number go up

Using a godsent hex and she says "You'll wish you were never born!" as a goddess of childbirth

The duo boons where you have to sacrifice her boons for Zeus's and vice versa

She's emblematic of everything that Hades does right when engaging with these symbols and archetypes

I do see my own inconsistent behavior and flakiness as a huge weakness for that reason. It feels like it undermines the work I do, and the love I want to put out into the world

I'm trying to be more positive, and it maybe helps when people can acknowledge me as charmingly mercurial or something

Communication is also part of that art form. Getting an idea across requires common vocabulary. It requires trust that what is said is what is meant. It requires a consistent experience of positive coexistence. All of these are different ways to say the same thing